How Does It Go?..

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You know

My life is so amazingly good because I have the person I love.. I feel happy at the best of times when I'm with them.. They make me so happy and you have no idea how much I love them.. Pretty much every time I text my friends, at one point I text them 'I want my ___' or 'I miss my ___' or 'I love my ___', and every time I say it I'm telling the truth.. This person is my main reason for happiness..

But at the same time

Life is so scary.. And you have so much to lose when you love someone, especially this much... When you love anyone, something could go backwards, family, friend or other and it changes you. As you progress through life you learn that the people you care about have so much more of an influence on. You care so much about what they have to say depending on the level of love you have for them. You can look past a comment from a person who doesn't know you very well, but with someone you care about it hurts so much more. Sometimes it can hurt so much that you associate bad feelings with the person and you just instinctively know to be careful, cause you feel like they've hurt you.

But depending on the level of hurt and what they mean to you, you still might not care about them any less..

-Arasnnie