How Does It Go?..

Wow..

I may or may not

Have self harmed today (a week ago)

And I'm sorry I'm being so abrupt

Not slowly bringing it up to that conclusion

But I wrote this chapter the same day as the last one

Right now I'm crying

I just started crying cause my friend and I are talking and we are talking about another friend and a thing and nvmind..

But all of a sudden

Started crying

And I was regretting the decision that I made with the self harm..

I was worried about people seeing and all that.. Im still worried about that.. I don't want people to worry.. Ever

But

I don't regret it right now

Cause I all of a sudden

Felt even more shit

And I hate this feeling so much..

I'm almost glad I did.. And while I'm crying I feel like doing more but I know I shouldn't..

I haven't cried in so long.. Not like this..

I'm such a fragile person..

Don't come too close cause you'll probably break me.. And get hurt in the process as well..

-Arasnnie