I wanna cry
But crying feels like weakness
I'm a very emotional person
I get very emotionally invested
And worry over little things
I do stupid things
To hurt myself
So I'm prepared for the future
Try and teach myself
Learn within my body to get over it
It hurts a lot
But I'm tryna get over it.. Get used to it
Bodies gotta learn
And it'll learn by getting hurt
I don't even know exactly why I'm sad I just feel sad half the time
Just feel like crying
Crying into someone's shoulder
For all eternity
But I don't
Because it feels wrong
Like I'm competing with myself to see how long I can not cry for
I still won't yet let myself cry
I was about to just then
And I literally said out loud like 'stop'
I'm cold and sad and wanna feel numb but I can't
Bye guys
Gotta keep learning..
-Arasnnie
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