How Does It Go?..

Ugh Really?

(This will be from a couple days ago)

I just had this mood drop ugh

Cause I'm such a clumsy person sometimes..

I used to be happy about how I wasn't clumsy

And even though this doesn't make me full on clumsy I just feel like it from the reactions

So idk if I should really share it but oh well..

I had a white Hot chocolate (omfg love em) one day and while in the process of making it I knocked it over and it got in the cracks of the cupboard

Go me..

Was still kinda dripping and i didn't know where else to clean I thought I got it all

Anyway mum was kinda annoyed, idk i tried to push it from my mind

She was tryna tell me I needed to know how to properly clean stuff and how milk does this and that and yea.. Felt pretty bad for a bit

So that was the first one white hot chocolate related from a while ago

Second one just happened like 30 minutes ago

I finished my white hot chocolate and was watching TV while talking to my friends

Then my Dad (step-dad) came in and asked if he could sit in his chair, which I was sitting in

So I went to get up and at the same time, grabbed my dishes

So one hand had a bowl and my phone

Then the other had the cup with a small amount of white hot chocolate still in it, and as I got up I went to grab the remote

But when I went to grab it with the hand that had the most room free (white chocolate cup hand)

What was left, spilt over the couch, partly on my jeans and on the remote

And I was like.. Shit..

But what really got to me was that his reaction was something like.. "Oh (my name) why would you have milk drinks on the couch?" In an angry voice

And in my head I was like.. Hold up.. U drink coffee and.. Yea ok..

But anyway, because I love them and I don't like fighting with them or being a pain

I was quiet and just started cleaning.. Mum was ok with it though, maybe she saw me a little upset (she had just gotten home from work at the time) but she didn't really bug me about it except handing me a towel and telling me to go clean

Then I went and got the remote to start cleaning and mum took over that when she saw I was doing it wrong or too slow or something.. Then said that there was liquid under the buttons and stuff.. I just kinda replied with 'mm'

(BTW in between some of this we talked more, it isn't as none talkative as u think)

Then I left cause they were doing the job and I didn't really want a lecture

So I went and cleaned my pants

Now I'm in my music room and writing the chapter, talking to my friends, probably about to play music

Sorry about the ridiculously long and pretty much pointless chapter

See u in the next one

Bye my children :)

-Arasnnie