How Does It Go?..

So Its Finally Done Huh?

Well hello my gorgeous children

I know I sound happy and honestly thats cause I really am

Then at the same time I really am not very happy

But.. Maybe I am?

Sorry to the few people who don't know this or what I'm talking about

Anyway. Today my girlfriend and I broke up..

After a long time of being hurt.. I'm kind of relieved

But honestly I'm not

I was probably that little bit happier before.. But at least now I know what's happening right now (kind of)  in my life

I don't have a girlfriend who is barely my girlfriend..

And even though I still love her

I know I'll move forward

Because I have to

Because I want to.

Today i had one friend come over after school and stay with me for over 2 hours

Then I spent time with my mum. She bought me sushi, fruit, ice cream and chocolate sauce, which we ate while watching the movie 'mirror mirror'.

Then I had another one of my friends come over for about half an hour to talk, hug and make sure I'm all right.

Plus, that friend was picked up by another friend which meant I got MORE hugs and just ahhh

And I may have had that small break on my own.. Where I played piano, sang and thought about her.. Maybe almost crying..

But I had my friends throughout a lot of this day that could have turned out so much worse if it weren't for them..

I love you special people so much

-Arasnnie