How Does It Go?..

Good But Not

So I think I'm mostly okay

But what I was kinda just gonna say is that basically for the past whatever.. 2-3 hours.. I've been talking to my family about a lot of different things

And it wasn't meaning to be upsetting

But it always seems to be when we talk about stuff like this to them

I mean to ask something innocent and then all of this other stuff has to be talked about too

It can really frustrate me

Ik they love me and just want the best

But its just really annoying sometimes and ugh

So yea.. U know how I've been trying not to cry?

Well when we have these conversations it always affects Me

And I didn't cry much cause I stopped myself after a tear or two

Then I teared a little later again but stopped myself again

So that happened maybe like 10 times

More tears than I needed

And about an hour ago I got sick of the tears and just the conversation in general

Thankfully it got interrupted by the compulsory phone call we have to at least answer.. From Jim (the father I hate, for future references)

So yea now I'm "talking" to him

Writing this chapter calming down

I feel like that was too much crying and as much as I hate him I don't want to go because I hate having these conversations with my parents

And I don't think I can take crying anymore right now

Anyway thanks for listening guys

I am pretty okay

I love u special people

Don't forget it

Goodbye <3

-Arasnnie