How Does It Go?..

Titanic

So I watched the titanic the other night

And see the thing is.. I knew what was gonna happen in the end..

*SPOILER*

It was an amazingly good movie and I want to watch it again..

I knew jack was gonna die tho.. So like at the very beginning when we first meet him at the poker game.. I'm like..

"ah no but.. He dies! Ah that's not fair!"

And throughout the movie I'm just thinking about how he will die and just WAITING FOR IT

I was watching it with my parents.. So I didn't really let myself get emotionally invested and think about it to the point of crying..

But like, at the very beginning my dads like.. "You will be in tears by the end of this"

Even before he said that I knew I'd be in tears, I was just waiting for the tears

But didn't cry in the end..

Idk if it was cause I don't like crying in front of my family.. (Even though I have before) if I just felt uncomfortable..

Or maybe it was cause of how much I wasn't crying before that, until those 2-3 days that happened last week

I think the first option is more likely though because I am gonna watch it again eventually but without them there, so I'll actually get invested and think about every word and not have someone say "aw I see a tear coming up" during the sad parts XD

Anyway thank u

I don't know why exactly I wrote a chapter on this

But like, I love this movie

And I am determined to cry in it next time I watch it XD

Thank u for reading

I'll see u in the next one

-Arasnnie