When I first heard
I was sad
Devastated.. Even more broken
Just felt another part of me smash into pieces
Felt like running to a room, hiding in a fort of pillows and just crying until I fell asleep, waiting for the pain to be over or for the old times to come back
I couldn't cry at the time, I almost did but I didn't
Its quite a few hours later now
And I just feel numb..
I feel like I should feel sad
Like I know I feel sad
But I just don't right now..
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A couple hours after I found out, I came home and told mother some basics, mainly so I could get pizza but you know..
After I said it out loud, my voice cracked and a few tears streamed down my cheeks
I try and conceal my crying though, idk why I just do
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While feeling numb right now
I know it'll hurt more tomorrow
I will get over it
But what hurts is that she turned into everything she promised she wouldn't..
-Arasnnie
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