How Does It Go?..

Lucky..

I literally was getting rly upset thinking about this this morning.

Guys we are so lucky..

I know this seems to be pretty general and I've said it before, We've all said it before and we know we are, but do we really think about it deeply? Because like I said, I thought about it so deeply I was tearing up and talking to myself and yea.

How often do you sit to yourself and acknowledge how lucky we are?..

Cause I can almost guarantee it should be more.. and once you realise it fully, then maybe your inner happiness will show a whole lot more.

Imagine not having a limb.. or being paralyzed on a part of your body.. Or having a mental disability..

This morning what got to me was imagining myself in exactly the same family I am, and without fingers on one of my hands.

Imagine being a young child and obviously being used to it, it's normal to you.. But it shouldn't be, it's not right for someone to have to go through that..

You see people around you, perfectly healthy and normal, able to use both of their hands. People can't ask you what hand is your dominant hand cause well, it's decided for you at birth, and it could have been uncomfortable but that's what you have to deal with, because u don't have your fingers on one of your hands.

Imagine going through all of that in your small childhood years and everyone in your family treats it normal, of course they do they dont want you to feel unhappy and they know it would be hard for you. Even people at school don't bully you because they aren't stupid enough to bully people with ACTUAL problems.

everyday you observe the people around you. You're not extremely envious cause you seem to live quite well and are still happy with friends and a loving family.

But one day you come home, and you're in your room.. lying down.. crying and staring at your abnormal hand.. if you could even call it that.. youre doing this for a long time.. everyone is asleep and you're still awake crying.. you get up and go to your mum and dad's room, in tears and holding your hand..

Your mum wakes up to the sound of you sobbing.. she sits up straight away and asks you what's wrong.. you look her in the eyes and say "mummy.. I want my fingers.." and fall into her, bawling your eyes out.. she starts tearing too, knowing how much it's hurting you but unable to do anything to help her baby..

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Can you imagine yourself having to go through that?.. and worse.. living your entire life not as advantaged as almost everybody around you.. why?.. why do innocent people have to go through such terrible things.. its not just affecting the disabled person either.. everyone who cares gets affected.. it's heartbreaking what some people have to go through.. and it's not fair at all..

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"I know you do sweetie.. I know you do.."

-Arasnnie