How Does It Go?..

Growing Up

This will be a chapter that is based on things and thoughts patterns that mean a lot to me.. I usually think about how short life is and yea I just feel like I'm never gonna be able to cover everything I wanna say.. And I probably won't add another chapter later

Whatever I write now, I hope its gonna cover enough of what I want to say

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Holy

Mother of

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What?!??!

What happened to it being 7am??!!

I swear I just woke up and left home

But no I've been gone for hours!

I thought it was just 1:50???!!!!!

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Where the hell is this time going!!??

I AM GOING INSANE THINKING ABOUT THIS

Mm and now it's later cause I didn't finish writing the chapter straight away

But like.. I'm about to go to bed

It doesn't even feel like.. What

How is this possible?!

You know we are gonna be 40 before we know it

Have left high school, left home then in our 20's.. Which for me hopefully means university or something..

Then settling with a good job and maybe start a family

Until we get to the approximate halfway point of our lives

And just live the rest of our lives out, every now and then going to visit my parents.. Watch them slowly grow older and until they one day inevitably die right before my eyes.. After them being my entire life as a child.. Them being the reason I am who I am.. And I watch them die.. Have to bury them and say my goodbyes.. For I can never create new memories with them..

Life is pretty cruel really..

And honestly.. Its quite amazing and beautiful..

But in the end.. Everything just dies...

Just the pathways that are chosen.. Depends on how early they die..

And really what you need to know..

Is that, everything you care about, dies before your eyes

Or, in the end you die and you still have to say goodbye..

This life is filled with so many goodbyes..

But its also filled with hellos.. Or we wouldn't have anything to say goodbye too

You need to treasure those people who haven't yet said goodbye..

You must never let them believe that they are anything but amazing to you..

Because when you two separate in one way or another..

You don't want to be thinking about how.. You wish that you did more for them to realize how much they meant to you..

So when life is about to end.. You can think about the happiest moments, Which should be most of them

Because you didn't let one moment turn into the end.. And there were no premature goodbyes..

Just new hellos to a different part with them..

That's my idea..

Of no regrets..

In this short life we have..

-Arasnnie