OKAY
So hello
I'm still currently in that crisissy mood from the last chapter
Until I don't finish this tonight and so I'll be in a different mood tomorrow😂
BUT OKAY
Okay
I absolutely love my parents
And I havent been showing them that
I am finding it hard which I'm sure I already mentioned in past chapters
I'm just literally thinking about the future and I don't want to regret half my childhood because I didn't hug my mum as much as I should have!
She didn't know that I cared as much as she should have!
I know that I'll be out of this mood tomorrow but right now I just want to re assure her I love her so much
Because she will die one day..
And I will hate myself.. For not showing her I love her more..
Its still going to be difficult AF because I don't feel comfortable right now hugging them..
But right now I want to make the effort to make everything better..
Because seeing her so upset literally breaks my heart..
So I'm so sorry guys
Mum and dad
I am literally so sorry..
I'm apologizing now while I'm in this mood
I am so sorry
I know u get sick of my shit
I know u dont think I love u
But I really do..
I'm sorry..
And I'm sorry now.. Because I know that it won't be easy for me to hug u still for a while..
Just please let me figure it out..
Please..
Don't force me for hugs..
I love you..
And I need to figure this out on My own..
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Thanks childrens
See u in the next one x
-Arasnnie
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