How Does It Go?..

Okay

OKAY

So hello

I'm still currently in that crisissy mood from the last chapter

Until I don't finish this tonight and so I'll be in a different mood tomorrow😂

BUT OKAY

Okay

I absolutely love my parents

And I havent been showing them that

I am finding it hard which I'm sure I already mentioned in past chapters

I'm just literally thinking about the future and I don't want to regret half my childhood because I didn't hug my mum as much as I should have!

She didn't know that I cared as much as she should have!

I know that I'll be out of this mood tomorrow but right now I just want to re assure her I love her so much

Because she will die one day..

And I will hate myself.. For not showing her I love her more..

Its still going to be difficult AF because I don't feel comfortable right now hugging them..

But right now I want to make the effort to make everything better..

Because seeing her so upset literally breaks my heart..

So I'm so sorry guys

Mum and dad

I am literally so sorry..

I'm apologizing now while I'm in this mood

I am so sorry

I know u get sick of my shit

I know u dont think I love u

But I really do..

I'm sorry..

And I'm sorry now.. Because I know that it won't be easy for me to hug u still for a while..

Just please let me figure it out..

Please..

Don't force me for hugs..

I love you..

And I need to figure this out on My own..

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Thanks childrens

See u in the next one x

-Arasnnie