How Does It Go?..

Lets Go With This

Hellooooo

So there is another chapter I wrote while I was with her, but you've all heard it a million times before so we don't need to publish it

Instead I thought maybe I'd write a chapter with some other things I've saved over time based on the ways I've felt..

Be happy at something amazing in this world!

Sorry random

Enjoy :)

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#1

You think that I'm sad all the time.. And that I always talk to you about being sad.. You start to think that you don't make me happy.. But did it ever occur to you that maybe I keep coming to you when I'm sad because you're one of the only things that make me happy?

#2

You hated it, when I talked to you about if you loved me anymore.. Because to you, it was so obvious that you loved me..

And you told me..

You would never stop..

#3

I came up with this game.. I don't know if I'll ever actually play it

But every time gf says the name of the girl she seems to constantly flirt with or smiles at them or talks about them.. I cut

I think it would be fun.. Cause every time she says it I get hurt mentally, why not physically? Maybe it'll help with the pain..

I just have to keep score with a pen or something on my arm, so in class time I can do it without people noticing.. Not that I think they will..

Its a great life, you can tell can't you?

#4

When there are those few things.. Few memories that help you believe they love you.. And then they're gone..

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And there's more but maybe I'll share them later

Sorry none of them were happy, wish they were

Once again, no sympathy needed

I feel like and attention seeker. I'm sorry. I just wanna write out my feelings..

Thanks for reading

Talk to you guys later :)

-Arasnnie