Chapter 10: La La Land

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CHAPTER 10

Vanessa's POV


"Bilisan mo ang pagkilos, magsisimula na!" Tinulak tulak ako ni Auntie papunta sa backstage.


May guesting kasi si Rachelle ngayon sa Mall.


Pumwesto na ako. Ganito naman palagi ang eksena ko. Palagi nalang natatakpan ng isang malaking pader o di kaya kurtina.


Actually, nakakasawa na.


"Hi, guys!" Dinig kong bati ni Rachelle sa mga nanonood. Napairap nalang ako.


Paulit ulit nalang.


Maya maya'y nagsimula nang tumugtog yung kakantahin ko. Nakita ko namang in-off na yung mic ni Rachelle.


Ano pa nga bang gagawin niya kundi mag lip sync?


I am confident, but I still have my moments
Baby, that's just me
I'm not a supermodel, I still eat Mcdonald's
Baby, that's just me


Well, some may say I need to be afraid
Of losing everything, because of where I
Had my start and where I made my name
Well, everything's the same in the La La Land machine
Machine, machine


Napatingin lang ako sa sahig habang kumakanta.


♪Who said I can't wear my Converse with my dress?
Well baby, that's just me
Who said I can't be single and have to go out and mingle
Baby, that's not me, no, no


Well, some may say I need to be afraid
Of losing everything, because of where I
Had my start and where I made my name
Well, everything's the same in the La La Land


Tell me do you feel the way I feel
'Cause nothing else is real in the La La Land appeal


Well, some may say I need to be afraid
Of losing everything, because of where I
Had my start and where I made my name
Well, everything's the same in the La La Land machine
Well, I'm not gonna change in the La La Land machine
I will stay the same in the La La Land
Machine, machine, machine


I won't change anything in my life
(I won't change anything in my life)
I'm staying myself tonight
(I'm staying myself tonight)


Naramdaman ko naman na tinapik ng voice coach ko yung likod ko matapos kong kumanta.


Hindi ko na napigilang maiyak.


Tumakbo na ako palabas ng backstage. Dire diretso lang ako sa pagtakbo.


Wala akong pakialam kung pinagtitinginan nila ako. Gusto ko lang umiyak.


Kailan ba matatapos ang lahat ng to? Hanggang kailan ako magpapanggap? Hanggang kailan ako magiging anino?


Hanggang kailan?


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