I repeated the words I have told her in my head over and over again.
She raised OUR kids.
I didn't even know they existed.
I would have liked to know they I was a dad.
That I had a baby boy and girl already in my life.
But I didn't and I missed 5 years of their life.
and then Bella just shows up out of nowhere.
fuck my life.
but I want to know my kids.
they are mine too.
they look like mini me's.
its strange.
what am I going to do?
I am just as lost as I was when she first left me.
and now adding my kids to it.
everything is just fucked up.
but I feared if they called anyone else dad?
if Bella was dating Will.
If she ever told them bad things about me?
did she ever told them that I was their dad?
why do I care so much?!
I shouldnt care
I stared at the promise ring she gave back to me.
but deep inside I always have.
I can't believe she still kept this.
she never took it off.
I think I broke her heart.
Scratch that
I know I broke her heart.
"Hey Gee.."
"Oh hey Mikes."
"look I am sorry I should have told you its just that.."
"That what Mikey...you kept talking to her and you couldnt even bother to tell your heart broken brother where the love of his life was?"
"Look...she had reasons to leave...actual real reason....which reminds me. Ask your bitch of a girlfriend about it she would know why."
"What the fuck does Alexis have anything to do with this?"
"Oh trust me Gee she has everything to do with this."
Mikey walked off and went somewhere
what the hell does Alexis have to do with this?
"Hey baby where are you?"
"In my bunk."
"Hey there you fine mister."
"hi."
"Wow whats wrong?"
"Nothing go away i really dont want to see you right now."
"What? why?"
"Alexis fuck off right now. I really don't want to see you right now."
"fine you asshole."
I cant stand her.
I am just with her to forget.
I dont really love her.
I just give her what she wants to get her to shut up.
you think I would care but I really don't
sadly there was only one woman I love, well other than my mom and my grandma
and I know fucked up everything with her
but I was still angry with her for leaving, and for not opening up to.
I still love her..
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We're so far away from you
RandomShe left him in order to protect him from her past. she has changed but her feelings for Gerard haven't. Five years couldn't change that. But what happens when they are brought together again. and everything comes out in the open? This is the sequel...
