We're so far away from you

I don't envision myself with anyone else...

I was dancing around with my bass strapped on to me.

I was pouring my heart out with my brother, and the love of my life standing at the side stage.

and my best friend singing next to me

"hold your head high heavy heart

Save your strength for the morning after.

So take a chance and make it big,

Cause it s the last you ll ever get.

If we don t take it, when will we make it?

I make plans to break plans..."

I always gave it my all.

This is the life I was meant for.

I was born for this.

"alright guys last song of the night! and Miss Black here, this is one of her favorites so enjoy! and remember we are the academy is and I am Will Beckett goodnight."

and with that all I heard was

"One song about a girl"

then Will came over and sang the next song and looked directly at me

"Can't breathe when I'm around her

I'll wait here everyday

In case she scratch the surface

She'll never notice"

I brushed off the funny feeling and continued the song

and soon enough we were walking off stage and I felt these arms around me

"Hey there great set sugar."

"Thanks Gee. Matt who is watching the twins?"

"Oh Mikey, Ray, Frank and Bob are there they are like worried uncles they are just sitting with them and making sure they are okay. Its kind of adorable."

"okay well I am going to o back to the bus get cleaned up and take over because you Mister Way have a set in 15 minutes and you have to go get ready."

"Yes ma'am."

"Shut up come on."

we walked hand in hand.

I never got use to this sometimes.

I had him and he had me.... life was well perfect.

"You know I was thinking about something."

"Yeah whats that?

"We have been together for quite some time now."

"Yeah and?"

"And I dont envision myself with anyone else. Do you?"

"No i don't it kind of hurts to think of myself with another guy."

"And it makes me want to rip someone's head off."

"Well get to your point Gee whats up?"

"I was going to ask you something but I will wait until later alright?"

"O-kay sure."

he smiled and just kissed my hand and walked towards the bus.

"What are you up to Gerard?"

"Oh nothing sugar come on lets go check in on our twins."

"Alright."

I walked inside to find Lee on Mikey's Lap and him reading to her and Luke with Ray trying to figure out how to set up his recording software on his lap top and Frank and Bob trying to figure out what soup to cook the twins.

"Oh its a party in here what are you two doing out of bed?"

"Oh mama! we are feeling way better! and Uncle Mikey was reading to me!"

"Yeah Bells they bounce right back when they get sick."

"They always do I just didn't expect it this quick are you sure you two are okay?"

"Yeah moma we are fine...could we go see daddy play?"

"I don't know you just got better. I dont want to risk you two getting sick again."

"But mom-"

"No buts give your uncles and your daddy a kiss they have to go get ready."

"Fine night dad and uncles."

Gerard came over and gave him a hug

"Now straight to bed I want you well rested for tomorrow okay? you have to help me with something, you remember?"

"Yeah dad I do. Alright I will go to bed."

"Thats my boy. goodnight."

"Night dad I love you."

"Love you too Luke."

Mikey got up and carried Lee over to me.

"Hey Bells I am going to put Lee down."

"Sure Mikes."

"Lee say goodnight to dad."

"Night daddy!"

she waved over Mikey's shoulder

"Night sugar make sure to wear a nice dress for tomorrow."

"Alright daddy I love you."

"Love you too sweetie."

the twins were put to bed and the guys were clearing out.

"Gee what are you up to?"

"Love you will just have to wait until tomorrow. you coming?"

"No I am going to stay here and make sure they get to bed."

"Okay I will come back to say goodnight then."

"Alright I love you."

he came up to me and kissed my forehead

"I love you too Bells. Always have."

with that he walked out of the bus

what is he up to?