We're so far away from you

you lied to him

Waking up screaming in the middle of the night isn't exactly refreshing.

I got out of my bunk looking like a zombie the next morning.

"Morning sunshine how did you sleep?"

"Don't be kind to me Will just tell me I look like shit."

"You know I can't do that gorgeous."

"Hahaha."

"Nightmare?"

"Yeah...fucking scary one too."

"Sorry I would have gotten to you sooner but it seemed someone already did."

"oh crap I forgot about Gee. Where is he?"

"Oh the twins got up and were about to wake you but he stopped them and decided to take them out to a nice breakfast with Matt."

"Ah and they didn't invite you?"

"Oh they did but then you would have freaked out when you didn't find anyone here."

"True."

"So whats going on with you two now exactly?"

"I don't know. We still have to talk that out. We have to work on some things."

"So you are not together?"

"Technically well no, but like I said me and Gee need to talk about that. I am going to go get dressed and go find them. Wanna come?"

"Absolutely. I will wait here."

I brushed out my crazy knotted hair and got dressed I just threw on the first outfit I spotted. I stuck with it because I was gonna wear it the whole day even during the set.

but I was going to rethink the shoes afterward.

"Come on stick man lets rock."

"Alright fashion goddess haha."

he reached for my hand and I took his.

we always held hands we were just close like that.

sometimes people got the wrong impression but we knew who we were to each other and thats all that mattered.

I heard the familiar laughter of my twins and I spotted them through the diner window.

Luke and Lee were just eating, talking, laughing and picking off each others plates.

And Gee and Matt looked rather serious.

Me and Will walked through the dinner door and went to their booth.

and I over heard Matt talking to Gerard.

"Look don't take it personally I know she loves you but there are some things she doesn't like to talk about."

"I know and its frustrating sometimes. I love her and will never do anything to hurt her or the kids. I mean shit they are everything to me."

"I know man just give her time. She will let you in at her own pace."

"Alright, I mean she told me about your deceased mom and that must of been hard for her."

"Deceased mom?...Gerard she is-"

shit no

"Hey you guys came for breakfast and didn't think to invite me?"

Gerard turned to us and his eyes went directly down at Will's fingers interwined with mine and he clenched his jaw.

Will kind of took the hint and let go of my hand.

"So what are you two talking about?"

"Oh nothing...Allison can I talk to you outside?"