We're so far away from you

oh yeah...love.

I sat and waited as my mischeivous twins got up and ready.

"So mama what are we going to do today?"

"I don't know sweetie we don't go on until late."

"Hmm....how about we have art day?"

"Are you sure Lee?"

"Yeah! Come one Luke lets go get our things!"

"Oh what? Okay."

scratch that its going to be a messy day

we went outside and set ourselves up and went at it.

I just mostly watched

they were the ones that were creative

half way through it happened the inevitable

"Paint war!!!"

"NO GUYS NO!!"

and then it was done

"Moma looks Lee is a smurf!!"

"Oh no I am not! you are!"

Lee ran over to him and put her blue hand on his face and left a blue hand print there

and then eventually there were the most colorful kids you have ever seen.

"oh gosh look at you two come on lets go find the bathroom and least get it out of your hair and away from you eyes."

"Its not that bad right Lee?"

"No it isnt..right moma?"

"Dont even ask me that question you two come on."

we headed to the bathroom and on the way...ran into some people.

"Hey watch where you are going you littlle brat!"

"Oh Gee seriously before I kill her."

"Alexis!"

"What oh gosh she got paint all over my pants!"

"Back off right now alexis."

"Oh what are you going to do?"

"remember the day I knocked you to the ground?"

"yeah..."

"Yeah next time you won't get up so fast."

"Gee! do something."

"Bells just back off."

"Yeah and there you go again back to the other Gee. Come kids lets go get you cleaned up."

"Bells wait!"

I didn't want to hear it.

he wanted for me to be nice to her even when she insulted our kids.

like hell.

I am so not putting up with his shit!

"Moma?"

"Yeah sugar?"

"Why isn't dad with you instead of that bitch."

"what did I say about that lanuage?"

"I know but its the only word to discribe her."

"true. but me and your dad...well its complicated."

"How mama?"

"Its a long story one I don't want to tell you right now okay?"

"Oh okay. Maybe another day moma?"