We're so far away from you

It was time to face the music.

the twins were off playing within my sight whilst Mikey and I talked.

"So tell me...how is it being a single mom?"

"Its not that bad, Matt helps me out a lot so its not that bad."

"It is scary how much they look like him."

"Yeah at first I really didn't like it but now its like I get to see him everyday."

"Luke is the spliting image of him when he was his age minus the chubbiness."

"Yeah. But I have to say they both have his singing ability, Luke sounds just like him and Matt tells me Annabelle sounds like me."

"I would love to hear one day."

"You might get to while on this tour. they like to come up on stage and perform their own songs, but covers mostly."

"Really?"

"Yeah. Luke loves the guitar but Annabelle picked up the drum bug. Luke has more of the music side while she loves art more."

"They are his kids no doubt about it."

"So uncle Mikey how does it feel?"

"Oh man its surreal, I never thought I would be an uncle not now man, even if Gee and Alexis decided to have kids."

"Say what now?"

"well..."

"He is with that evil bitch?"

"Yeah we all hate her, but what can you do and what did you expect?"

"That fucking bitch was the reason i had to leave.."

"What?!"

"She told Brian everything I told you and then Brian contacted Scarlett and she threatened me.."

"What the fuck?!"

"Yeah, but what can I do now?"

"Oh you can't but I can."

"What are you going to do?"

"You will see anyway i have to head back we have to do sound check."

"okay let me get the twins."

as I got them and we started to walk to the concert grounds.

I couldn't wrap my head around the thought of that bitch all over him.

I guess she got what she wanted, and I can't do anything about it.

"Hey Bells, you think you could do me a favor?"

"Yeah sure anything."

"Watch us play."

"I dont know, I can't risk that."

"Please just stand somewhere no one can see you and bring my neice and nephew please?"

"Mikes.."

he put the puppy eye face son of a bitch...he knew I couldn't say no to that.

"Fine but we are out before the set is over alright?"

"Deal! Hey kids you want to see me on stage?"

"Yeah!!"

"Yes! Mama can we?"

"Yes we can come on or we are going to be late!"

"Yay!"

next thing we knew we were running there, the twins really didn't like being late and they were super excited about the show.

we just have to keep out of sight.

hopefully we can

we got there and we kept to the back of the stage where the band couldnt see us and where they couldn't bump into us.

they did their sound check and started to play.

"hey everyone we are my chemical romance"

and then shot straight into honey.

oh gosh how much I have missed that voice.

hearing that voice brings me so much peace and calm

But I gave it all up when I left.

I watched my kids dance and jump around to the music.

they were the biggest my chem fans

that was the music for everything

at some point I joined in.

and then Mikey spoke.

"they everyone this song right here goes out to a personal friend of mine, its good to see you again. this one is for you."

Gee had a confused look on his face and spoke to gee and the guys

and then went right into

This is how I disappear

I smiled I loved this song.

"and without you is how I disappear."

it was coming to the end of their set I could tell.

"Hey guys its time to go."

"No moma we want to see the rest and we want Gerard's autograph."

"Yeah mama please."

"No guys come on lets go."

"Please?"

"No now come on before the crowd starts to go and we get lost again like in New Jersey."

"no we want an autograph."

and next thing I knew they ran off together to the side of the stage.

I couldnt find them.

where did they go?

I heard their laugh

I ran towards it and found them

"Hey don't run away from me like that ever you get it! you were going to have me so worried!"

"Sorry moma but look who we found!"

"Yeah mama look we we met."

"oh i am thankful you haven't kidnapped my kids thank-"

and i looked up and saw those eyes....my kids eyes....and where they got them. and then he just stared at me shocked.

"Hi Gerard."

it was time to face the music.