We were still holding each other....
"Bells?"
"Yeah?"
"What do we do if she does show up?"
"I don't know. But the tour is almost over and she doesn't know where me and Matt live so we are safe. But she knows were you live, well she knows your phone number at least."
"A phone number only gives the area not the exact address so we can still say I am safe."
"Well that's a relief. I think we are going to take a well deserved break after this tour is over. We have been doing this for 3 years non stop. Luke and Lee need a break to be kids and record some covers. They haven't had full time to do so. So this will be nice for them."
"yeah.."
He kind of spaced off
"Gee?"
And then he looked pensive
"Gee whats up?"
"I just was thinking about something."
"About what?"
"That maybe after the tour that you, the twins and matt can-"
"Bells!"
Matt came running in
"Bells they switch the set around again you are on before Gee so you have the day to prepare."
"Is that all Matt?"
"Well no...you might want to use the whole day because..."
"Because what Matt?"
"okay just stay calm."
"Matt spit it out."
He just stood there like I was going to chop off his head
"Matt!"
"The twins are sick!"
"Oh no!"
I got up and I ran to the bus.
And ran inside to find my babies with runny noses and coughs
"moma!"
"Mama!"
"oh shit how did you two get sick?"
"Well Uncle Frank ran through some sprinklers with us last night and we forgot to change out of our wet clothes...sorry moma."
"mama I don't feel well please stay with us."
"Of course I will come on get into your bunk I am going to heat up some soup."
They took their bears and went to the bunk that they shared and laid down
Next thing I knew Gerard was running in with a worried look on his face and had a first aid kit.
"Are they ok? Where are they? Did Frank give them bad tofu? Wh-"
"Whoa whoa whoa hang on there dad. They are fine its just a cough and runny nose. I am heating them up some soup alright? Calm down."
"oh gosh shit fuck...I never thought I would be so over reacted as a dad."
"that's my job now sit and try to calm down."
The twins heard Gerard and came walking out of the bunk area
"Daddy?"
"Oh Lee come here."
Lee walked over and Gee brought her into his chest and Luke came over to me and sat next to me.
"Daddy could you sing to us? It might make us feel better."
"I don't know you should go to bed sugar."
"Daddy please?"
And then Luke spoke up.
"Dad what if moma sings with you?"
"You know what kid..I like that idea what do you say Bells?"
"Anything to make these two feel better. Do you guys have a song?"
"Well no but you can pick!"
"Alright give moma a minute."
I thought about it for two seconds and then decided on which one.
It was one of their favorites.
Something about the song always calmed them down especially when they heard it live.
I went over to Gee whispered the song in his ear and decided I would start and we would switch every verse and sing the last together
"count off Gee"
"1..2...3..4"
"please speak softly
or they will hear us
and they'll find out
why we don't trust them
Speak up dear
'cause I cannot hear you
I need to know
why we don't trust them"
I watched him as he prepared to sing and he just smiled
And looked down at our Lee
"Explain to me
this conspiracy against me, yeah
And tell me how
I lost my power, oh yeah"
I brought closer to me our boy and he held on to me
"Where can I turn
'cause I need something more
Surrounded by uncertianty
I'm so unsure of...
Tell me why I feel so alone
'cause I need to know
to whom do I owe"
and we just tackled the last verses together.
"Explain to me
this conspiracy against me, yeah
And tell me how
I lost my power, oh yeah
I thought
you would make it
because you said
that we'd make it through
And when all security fails
you'd be there
to help me through
Explain to me
this conspiracy against me, yeah
And tell me how
I lost my power, oh"
By the end of the song the twins fell asleep
And we smiled at each other
"Nice pick Bells."
"Thanks. Come on help me put the soup away."
"Alright. Hey I need to ask you something."
"Yeah sure"
"Look before I was going to ask you if-"
I couldn't believe those words came out of his mouth
I mean seriously I didn't think they would.
So I just stood there like an idiot while he waited for answer
"You want me to what?"
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We're so far away from you
RandomShe left him in order to protect him from her past. she has changed but her feelings for Gerard haven't. Five years couldn't change that. But what happens when they are brought together again. and everything comes out in the open? This is the sequel...
