We're so far away from you

Oh fuck it..

"hey guys we have to get going we are on like in 15 minutes."

"Alright mama."

"come on sugar."

we all held hands and walked to the stage.

we went up the stairs to the stage only to find Gee waiting there.

"Hey what are you doing here?"

"I came hoping to find you. I need to talk to you."

"It has to wait we are going on like right now."

"Alright I will wait here with the kids."

"Okay Matt will be here in a couples minutes to help you. they kind of get wild when I am on stage. Just keep them calm alright?"

"Sure thing."

I slipped off my leather jacket.

he smiled at me.

"What?"

"You kept it."

"Yes I did. I couldn't let go it reminded me of ....just take care of it please."

"I will."

I walked on stage and strapped on my bass and did my thing.

I kept on eye on my kids and Gee.

they were just smiling and they were dancing around.

Lee was spinning around which brought me back to the time me and Gee were singing nightmare before christmas songs and I was wearing my white sundress.

it weird how you just remember the little things like this.

Will still hadn't filled the set list to where I didn't have to sing but I didn't mind. but I didn't pick a song to sing.

"Well well ladies and gents I am going to turn over the mic to my very dear and lovely friend Bella. B!"

I was kinds of freaking out. I didn't have a song, so I asked the two people who I knew would help me pick.

"We have a little pickle here. I actually didn't have a song for today so I am going to ask my two little angels what to sing. Luke Lee can you come out here please?"

they came out and were tugging on Gee's shirt to come to and he had given up and came on stage as well.

"I always know you two have a song so what should I sing?"

"Hmm... I don't know mama. Luke you have something?"

"Yeah I just listened to it today Uncle Frankie told me about it."

I bent down and he whispered in my ear the song.

"Oh okay nice choice sugar go with dad okay?"

"Okay mama."

they walked off and the crowd cheered and waited for what song Luke picked.

I turned to the guys

"Hey Will, you know the funeral?"

"Yeah let me get my guitar."

"okay cool...one two three."

Will started to play his acoustic which was a rarity for him

"I'm coming up only to hold you under

I'm coming up only to show you wrong

And to know you is hard; we wonder

To know you all wrong; we warn."

everyone in the crowd was silent.

but swayed with their lighter and cells in the air