We're so far away from you

I mean it, dance with me...

I ran all over the neighborhood, to the park, even to everyone's houses.

I was losing my mind, she took them..

from the way the day started..I never expected it to end this way.

"hey gorgeous wake up."

"hmm?"

"Sugar wake up...I have a surprise for you."

"huh?"

"Bells get up babe get dressed and lets go okay?"

"mmm...5 more minutes?"

"No gorgeous get up and get dolled up babe."

"Nu uh."

"Isabella come on up before I get the twins to wake you."

"No! I am up! I'm up!"

"hahaha now come on messy hair up we go. I am ready to go I am waiting for you to get dressed. come I have a day planned for us come on."

"Alright give me 20 mintues."

I dragged my zombie looking body into the bathroom and started to work on it and make it look presentable, and amazingly enough it took me 10.

"Alright mister pushy I am ready to go. Now where are we off to?"

"shhh come on no one is telling you so don't bother asking anyone."

"But..."

"No buts. come one say goodbye to the babies and off we go."

"Bye babies be good for your mama."

"No problem moma!"

"Okay mama!"

"I love you."

"Come on Bells we are going to late."

"Late where?"

"You will find out now come on."

he put me in the car and blinded folded me.

"Hey!"

"Now shush gorgeous and enjoy the ride."

"fine you better put some good music."

"of course."

the whole way there the car was filled with Beatles and sing along to every single song.

"okay we are here."

"Where is here exactly?"

"open your eyes sugar."

he removed my blind fold to reveal a park next to a lake with a blanket and a picnic set up.

"Oh Gerard Way you are so amazing."

"Because you make me amazing."

we had a lovely breakfast right there with the pond glistening.

he wrapped his arms around me and held me close.

"Bells tell me something no one knows about you."

"Something no one knows huh?"

I thought about it.

"I fear that one day in some strange way that I fear that I will become like my mother. Bitter, lonely, drunk, greedy, to be so destroyed by holding on to one small mistake I ruin everything I have. I drive away the love of my life and badly mistreat my kids."

I stayed silent.

"is that your worst fear?"

"Yeah well that and clowns and spiders."

"hahaha but Isabella just know that you are stronger then her and you have us, and Matt, Mikey, Frank, Ray, Bob, Will and all of us here to keep you together. We all love you and know that you will never become like her Bells. Because I won't mess up, because I would have an entire family willing to kill me haha."

"thank you for being you."

"Anytime babe."

we enjoyed our day there by ourselves running around chasing each other like when we first met. we sang songs and danced around. we were completely blissed out and loved each other. and pretty soon enough it was twilight and the sun shone on that water and made it seem like a thousand tiny lights sparkling on that water.

"Bells dance with me."

"we just did."

"no I mean it dance with me."

he grabbed my waist and brought me closer, and I placed my hand in his and looked into those hazel eyes. the ones that I have loved ever since I first saw them.

he sang to me one of my favorites.

well all of my favorites.

we slowed danced to the sunset.

he showed me how much my mother can be wrong about love.

he showed me how be to strong.

"I love you Gerard Way."

"I love you Isabella Black. now its time to head back I want to see how much chaos the twins caused."

"hahaha alright come on."

after the car ride we walked up the path to our house.

"Look honey don't be mad with me."

"Why would I be mad at you Gee?"

"Because they insisted on this."

I opened the door to find where one there and confetti everywhere.

"HAPPY ENGAGEMENT!!!"

note to self...kill him later.

but enjoy this first.

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