We're so far away from you

When you deserve to be alive...alive.

I looked at the reflection of the bathroom mirror and smiled.

I was in a good place.

I had my family, my better half, my best friend, and my extended crazier family.

I was happy.

But i had to sing this song..for Will.

For not being able to return the love he felt for me.

and for him not to give up.

I looked at my reflection and smiled.

"Hey Bells its time come on."

"Okay be out."

I walked out to find Will with no traces of tears and a smile.

we started to walk but he got a head of me.

"Hey!"

"What?"

I linked our arms together

"just because I am not in love with you, doesn't mean I don't love you."

he smiled.

"I will always be here Bells, as you best friend."

"Thanks."

we headed off to the stage and prepared ourselves for our last show.

I strapped on my bass and Will got his mic.

"Lets rock gorgeous."

"let do it then."

we walked on to the stage and blasted in From LAX to O'Hare

giving the entire set everything we had.

sweat, smiles, and love.

and then finally

"Well since its the last day of the warped tour we have asked our lovely friend Ms. Black to sing us a song. Bella Black everyone!"

I handed my bass off and received my acoustic and pulled the strap over my shoulder.

I went up to the mic and to be honest I was a bit nervous.

I looked over at Matt and he nodded.

Will smiled and the crowd cheered me on.

"This song has been slowed down for today. and its for everyone who has seen love die, and for those who shouldn't give up.."

I started to play the familiar tune and took a deep breathe and sang

"I think we have an emergency

I think we have an emergency

If you thought I'd leave then you were wrong

'Cause I won't stop holding on

So are you listening?

So are you watching me?

If you thought I'd leave then you were wrong

'Cause I won't stop holding on

This is an emergency

So are you listening?

And I can't pretend that I don't see this

It's really not your fault

When no one cares to talk about it