'I Wish' [GOT7 Jinyoung x Reader FANFIC] (COMPLETED)

Chapter 21 - Fear

After K.will's sunbaenim music video released, most fans that waiting outside JYP building now recognized me and all of them greet me very happily. They were shouting my name and said that they will wait for me to debut which they hope soon. Actually I've started attending meetings regarding my debut. It is still in discussion as TWICE and DAY6 are still promoting their songs too. I hadn't being able to let anyone know about the news too since everyone was busy. I did spend time with GOT7 and 15& but I didn't let them know either since its not confirm yet too.

Today Ye Eun unnie had called me and told me that she wanted me to try recording the song that she wrote for me that day. She was in the States for the past months so we didn't get the chance to record it yet. I had practiced the song for so long. I am actually very glad that unnie called me in today as the song really suits my situation now.

Hello, this is February 2012, a very cold winter

Where are you – how close are you

To the dream that I wanted so bad?

Here, I'm still falling and crying again

I'm hurt and tired and have no strength to get up

But you would probably see me and smile

Hello to myself hello to myself

Will you comfort me, saying don't cry?

Hello to myself hello to myself

Will you tell me that I can do it?

Hello hello – don't cry – Hello hello – get up

How are you – how is it to fulfill your dream?

Doesn't it hurt when you pinch yourself?

Or is it sometimes boring because it's become a normal routine for you?

If you ever get lonely and tired, will you remember me, who used to dream here?

Hello to myself hello to myself

Will you think of me here and smile?

Hello to myself hello to myself

Will you be happy to the point where your heart overflows?

Hello hello, smile – Hello hello, just like that

Hello to myself hello to myself

Will you think of me here and smile?

Hello to myself hello to myself

Will you not forget me, who used to dream?

"Jung Rin. I miss you!" Ye Eun unnie hug me tight once I reached the studio.

I gave her a weak smile. She patted my head and say "I knew the whole story. I flew back in right away after I heard the news that you'll debut soon. I bet you must be very anxious with the whole thing. That's why I'm here as what I've promised you. To record your first song, written by me. Just for fun~ Don't be nervous."

I almost cried when I heard Ye Eun unnie very concerned with me now. She even remembered her promise to me which is the first ever song that I'm going to record is her song. It's not for sale or anything, its just our little promise with each other.

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(Jinyoung POV)