I woke up to the sunlight peaking through the curtains.
"Jinan..." I mumbled softly while I kept waking up slowly. Once I was able to open my eyes and blink several times, I glanced around me and frowned.
Jinan, where are you?
I closed my eyes and saw her.
That is the closest I could ever get to you after you left.
Basa na naman ang aking pisngi. Araw-araw ganito nalang ang ginagawa ko. Gigising, iiyak, at pipiliting harapin ang panibagong araw na wala sya.
I pushed myself off the bed and saw her empty bed.
"I miss you, so much. So much it hurts." I tried not to feel it, but it's still painful. It's painful everyday.
Binuksan ko ang bintana. Kitang kita ko ang mga studyante na naglalakad, yung iba nasa bench at nagbabasa, yung iba naman ay masayang nagkwekentuhan.
My heart feels so heavy since she left me.
Tiningnan ko ang langit. Hindi dahil sa kagandahan nito, pero dahil sa namumuong luha saking mga mata.
Take me... take me with you.
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This story was inspired by my favorite yuri-anime, Strawberry Panic. 😊
Published:
September 16, 2016
Completed:
March 28, 2017
Edited and Republished:
April 15, 2022
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