Please Don't Leave Me Behind Again (Completed)

Chapter Fifty-Five

*Girly squeal* Finally! This chapter!! I've been waiting for it forever and I'm only the author. We all have our fantasy, this chapter encompasses mine and I'm sure a couple of the birdies too. Enjoy and let me know your thoughts! *giggles*

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**| Sang's POV |**

When they mentioned North and Silas having to leave for a couple of days, my mind automatically flashed to when I was ten and the two of them walked away from me. North had reached over and patted Silas's back. I knew now it was to give comfort to Silas.

My stupid fears flared up. They were leaving again. North was taking Silas away and I couldn't stop him.

"Sang?"

I blinked and realized I was crying. I wiped the tears away and looked up at Silas who was frowning down at me.

"Aggele, what's wrong?"

I shook my head, unable to speak.

"Sang, baby, talk to us."

They both were kneeling down in front of me. North looked over at Mr. Blackbourne who straightened up.

"I suggest we go into the kitchen and set the table for dinner. I believe Mr. Taylor Sr. cooked dinner tonight."

"Which boy is that?" I heard Marc whisper.

"Luke," Corey answered.

The boys responded as expected, by grumbling but doing as they were told. They shot me concerned glanced but Mr. Blackbourne's words were law. I was learning that very quickly. The Toma team followed behind, Raven giving me a questioning look.

"If you need me to, I'll show these assholes why Russians are scary fuckers," Raven warned, glaring at Silas and then North before Axel grabbed his arm and yanked him out of the room.

Everyone else cleared out, leaving North and Silas with me.

"Baby, what's wrong," North reached up and wiped away my tears.

I shook my head, afraid of what stupidity was going to come out if I opened my mouth.

"Please, Aggele, talk to us. Trust us to make it better."

I sobbed even harder and I felt the two of them press up against me, trying to give me the comfort I desperately needed.

"Do you have to go?" I asked in a hoarse voice. "Do you have to leave?"

"Baby, we will be back," North said.

I shook my head. My brain knew that but my fears were screaming lies.

"I-I can't stop seeing it. When we were ten."

I felt the tension in the room increase as the boys stilled. Silas's hand stopped rubbing my back.

"I can't stop seeing you walk away with Silas. I remember you reaching out to him, patting him on the shoulder. At the time, I just thought it was because you guys were friends, having a nice time. Now I know, it was because Silas was leaving me and you knew it. And now the both of you are leaving again. I know it's stupid. I know. But my mind won't stop bringing up that moment."

They both stared at me, shocked. I blinked through the tears.

"Baby, we aren't leaving for good. Just for a couple of days."

I shook my head.

"Aggele, we would never willingly leave you. Not ever again. Not knowing what we know now."

"So if you didn't know, if I never told you, you would leave?"

"No!" Silas said, his eyes wide with panic. "Never."