Unpredictable

chapter 11

Niall's P.O.V

"Don't apologize," She says her lips still away from my lips. Her arm goes around my neck and the other one goes around my back holding on to my shirt. I don't know why she keeps clenching onto my t shirt, but I don't question her about it.

She pulls away, breathing heavily and goes back to pressing her lips against mine. I laugh at her because she must be new to this. She keeps pulling back breaking the kiss, to take a deep breath. I bring her other leg around my waist.

"Wait! What are you doing? No, no, no, no, I feel weird doing that." She moves and laughs nervously.

"I'm not pressuring you, but it isn't weird at all. Have you ever done that before?" I refer to sitting in someone's lap with her legs on each side.

"No.." She stares at me as if she's waiting on me to laugh, but I don't.

"Okay..I want to try, but um..I- okay, so I'll come back over there." Alex's face is blushed, making me smile.

I move one of her hands to go in my hair, then lean forward to kiss her cheek, then work my way to her neck. Her hands beginning to roam in my hair, tugging gently earning a moan from my mouth. She presses her lips hard to mine whenever I come back to her cheek. She pulls back again for a breath, then goes three more times..just pushing her lips onto mine.

"Have you ever kissed anyone before?" I ask her as she breathes heavily.

"Well..just now." She looks off shying away.

"I didn't mean that kind of kiss." I smirk at her. She shakes her head looking down.

"Oh.. no. Guys don't really talk to me anyway. Actually no one does really. But I'm used to it." Her face holds a happy, yet sad look to it. The chuckle she does sounds fake and dull, giving me a small smile.

"It's not a bad thing, Alex," I hold her chin and drop my hand back to around her waist.

I move my hand whenever I see her jump a little.

"Is it fine with you if I show you how to kiss?" I usually don't ask girls this, we just get right to it. But with Alex, I like the fact that she's never done anything before and I get to be the one to teach her. She's just really quiet right now. She always is, but especially now.

She nods her head, looking at me as I come closer to me.

"But I don't know how." She says, right before our lips connect.

"Just copy what I do, okay?" She nods and looks down at my lips, as I come closer to her. We begin to kiss and I lick her bottom lip and she smiles, doing the same to my lips. I think it's cute how she thinks lip biting is literally a game that we're playing.

"No, that's me asking you if it's okay for me to kiss you.. then we kiss, Alex." I chuckle and she turns red, nodding.

"Sorry."

For someone who has never made out with anyone, she kisses like she has. She brings her hand around my back again, clenching at it. The other hand tugging at it, turning me on even more.

I raise my hips up and she gasps into my mouth.

"Sorry," Our lips touching, but we don't kiss.

"No, I like it. It feels weird in a good way. Does that make sense? It made more sense in my head, I shouldn't have said anyt-" She blushes while I smile at her embarressment.

"I understand what you meant, you don't have to explain everything to me. You wanna try again?" I ask, rubbing her arms.

"I don't know how to um," She trails off, pulling back. I know what she meant whenever she said that. Alex's cheeks turn a dark shade of red, looking away.