Unpredictable

Chaper 7

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Niall's P.O.V

I have no fucking clue what just happened. She just told me "fuck you" and went to the bathroom and I heard glass breaking and items being thrown. I didn't know what to do, so I just did what I only knew to do at the time.

Call Andy.

He seems to know everything about her. Well, they are siblings, but still. I have no idea what I said that was bad enough for her to curse me like that. She literally locked herself in the bathroom. I need to get to her. Well, at least I kind of feel like I'm almost obligated to. What if she hurts herself? 

Andy finally answers the phone after I blow up his damn phone for the 12th time.

"Hello?"

"Something's wrong with Alex, mate. I have no idea what happened or if I said somet-" I say nervously and quickly.

"Slow down. Where are you?"

"I'm at her dorm, but she locked herself in the bathroom and I don't know what to-"

"What'd you do? What did you say? Locked in the bathroom?" He bombards me with questions.

"I just said that she was small then she cursed at me and ran off. She's locked in the bathroom and she won't come out and I need you to come help her-" I walk away from the bathroom door, running my hands through my hair while pacing back and forth.

The lines ends after I finish speaking. Moments later a knocking is sounded at the door and I open it without even looking. Thankfully, it's Andy. He runs his hand over his hair, letting himself inside. 

"Where is she?" I point to the bathroom around the corner.

Eventually she lets him in when she realizes it's actually Andy and not me. I just get too uncomfortable being here because I feel like it's my fault, which it probably is..but I leave to go home so I don't have to hear them talk about me.

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The next morning was incredibly awkward because Andy was downstairs instead of going to school.

"You're skipping today?" I ask him.

"Yeah, I'm not feeling too well." He says. Andy looks gloomier than usual. He smiles, but I can tell it's fake. He lays on the couch with crossed arms, facing the television. That isn't even on. He's just laying there.

"Well, okay. Do I still pick Alex up today?" It's Wednesday, so I'd usually pick her up.

"Yeah, mate. If you want to. I'm not sure she would cooperate with you though, but she still has to go to school. Harry picks up Nicole early, so they're probably gone already." He says facing the back of the couch, closing his eyes.

I pick up my book bag and toss it over one of my shoulders. I start the car up, tossing my bag into the backseat. I know Alex is going to give me a shit time this morning. Or today in general. 

I sigh once I get to her dorm. The bags under my eyes are complete evidence of my lack of sleep from last night.

I call Alex's cell phone and it goes straight to voicemail. It tells me the call has been forwarded, so I know she saw her phone and slid it over to the reject button.

I call again and it's forwarded. I try again and the phone is completely off. She shut the entire phone off. I have no option but to get out of the car and go up to her dorm.

The few knocks on the door that I used were not answered. I knock a few more times and I hear a "go away". I twist the nob and it's open. I guess Nikki didn't lock it.

"Get out of your bed, we're going to be late." I say to her, flicking her light switch on walking in her room.

"Go away."

"Get up, school still goes in. Even if you are upset." I tell her.

"Go away."

"Can you at least tell me what happened yesterday?" I sit on her roommates bed, directly across from hers.

"No. Go away." She says from under the large amount of blankets. It's windy outside, but it's not cold enough for the shit load of blankets that has piled up in her bed. 

"Alex, get up."

"Niall, go away."

"I'm not going to go away, Alexandra. Not until you at least tell me what happened yesterday." I tell the gremlin underneath the covers, the gremlin being Alex. The blankets and comforters are moved revealing her as she props herself up on her elbow, looking at me.

"Don't you dare call me, Alexandra first off. Second off, I'm not going to tell you what happened so feel free to leave." Her hair is all over the place. Her box of tissues lay next to the pillow and her face is swollen. She swings the covers back over her head, masking her entire body away. I can tell she's been crying, but I highly doubt that she'll admit that to me.

"Just tell me what happened yesterday!" I pull the covers back off of her.

"You called me tiny, Niall." She says still facing the wall, with covers up to her neck.

"I don't understand?" I tell her honestly. I literally have no idea what she's talking about. So, what if I called her tiny? That's what she is.

"No," She says popping back up."You don't understand." She says getting out of the bed and going to brush her teeth, I thought she was going to start getting dressed, but she gets back in the bed.

"That's why you shouldn't say shit about what you don't know." I get pushed by Alex, but don't stumble at all.

"What the hell are you talking about?" I say throwing my arms in the air, watching her crawl back into her bed.

"What? Andy didn't tell you?" She says to me like I already know.

"If I knew, I wouldn't be asking you right now." I fire back. She's starting to annoy me a bit and she's making us both late for class.

I watch Alex sigh, almost as if she gives up.

"Fine," Is the last thing she says to me before she explains to me about yesterday.

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I had no idea. No absolute idea that this happy giggly girl that I might have a crush on, hates her body.

She hates people pointing it out and doesn't even like talking about it. I can't even wrap my head around the fact that she hates herself physically. Yes, she may be slimmer than the average girl, but she is beautiful. Her body seems so flimsy and whenever she's sick looking like she was a week ago, I'm afraid to touch her. I feel like she's fragile twenty- four seven.

"Well I think you're pretty, so stop putting yourself down like that." I tell her grabbing her face in between my hands, being forced to look into my eyes.

"What did you just say?" She says and my hands fall from her face.

"Oh, uh- nothing. I asked you if were going to skip class today?" Alex grabs my hand, tugging it lightly towards her and I hesitate to get in her bed.

Whenever I came here, I wasn't expecting to end up in Alex's bed with her snuggled up to me. My small sentence that I had said had hurt her. I didn't know she had not liked her body, but I feel like now I have to prove to her how perfect she is. As much as I hate to admit it, Alex is beautiful. Her big brown, innocent looking eyes that match her dark brown hair. She's perfect, physically, mentally and emotionally. Just being around her makes me happier. I like being around her and I'm trying to get the message across to her about it, but its like neither one of will admit anything.

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Merry Christmas everyone! I hope everyone was happy with their gifts!

I GOT OUR MOMENT AND NEARLY DIED.

ON BLACK FRIDAY I WENT INTO THE STORE AND CARRIED IT AROUND UNTIL I WAS DONE SHOPPING BUT I WAS SPRAYING IT ALL OVER MYSELF AND I RETURNED IT TO THE COUNTER EMPTY LOL

MERRY CHRISTMAS