chapter 59

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Songs for this Chapter: 

Sunburn- Ed Sheeran

10 Seconds - Jazmine Sullivan

Safe & Sound - Taylor Swift

Adore- Miley Cyrus

A/N:

SORRY I HAVEN'T UPDATED THIS BOOK FOR LIKE 5 DAYS, SO I MADE THIS A LONG ONE TO MAKE UP FOR IT

I KNOW SOME PEOPLE DON'T REALLY LIKE LONG CHAPTERS, BUT THIS IS A GOOD ONE AND IT HAS TO BE READ TO UNDERSTAND THE REST OF THE UPCOMING CHAPTERS.  :)

Niall's P.O.V

I move from under her and roll on my stomach, smothering my face in the pillow. My arm is lifted up and I feel unbrushed hair go underneath it, why doesn't she do her hair? Alex puts my arm across the top of her back and sighs, I slide my hand down, squeezing her bottom torso gently. She smiles with her eyes still closed and I pull her to me quickly, so that she'll flip over on her side.

"You wanted to kiss me last night," I confront her, she still has her eyes with a straight face.

"Didn't you?" I move my raspy voice to her ear and the smile that she tried to hide makes it's way on her face, but she drops it slowl

"Well, if you didn't, I still wanted you." I  run my hand up the back of her pajama top and don't feel the bra strap that I was about to undo.

"And I still do," I tell her how sorry I am about yesterday, she pecks my chest, then flips over.

"This is your way of "making it up to me"?"  She says with messed up breaths from me randomly kissing at her neck.

"I thought you wanted-?" I bring my head up from Alex's neck and look at her. She looks away from me, then back at me with a weak smile. I sit up and she mocks my actions, crossing her legs, looking at her hands in her lap.

"I do, but that isn't what I expected we'd do to fix our relationship." Neither of us knew what we'd do to resolve things, this just happened out of the blue. I thought she'd want to at least do something more than me kissing her neck, not sex, but something to take our minds away from our problems.

"I don't understand what you want me to do." I sigh.

"It's both of us! Stop doing that," Alex raises her voice a bit higher. We start arguing again, she says that I blame things on myself just so she can comfort me on purpose, I tried to leave the room, but she took my school textbook and ripped the pages out, that I have to pay over a fucking hundred dollars for.

It went downhill from there. I ended up making her cry whenever I told her that she better be glad that I'm not a girl.

"You're going to hit me?"  Her reaction while she was crying was breaking my new cologne against the wall. I blurted out "At this point, I don't care what gender you are." Right I said 'you are' she put on her shoes and left.

My car is gone as soon as I leave to go follow her, I don't even see it around. I ran inside to put on a shirt, I had my sweatpants on already and to chase Alex. All I had time for is to put on my Nike's, the call that I'm continuously is forwarded repeatedly, so she's rejecting them herself. I pull at my hair and put my phone in my pocket, whenever my car is spotted, it's squeeze in between two more, so I wouldn't see it. 

"Nikki you're back alr-" Alex opens the door and quickly tries to shut it when she realizes that I'm not her roommate, but I open the door enough to where I can get in, the way she runs makes her hair go everywhere and it makes it easier for me to spot her long brown bird nest hair.

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