Unpredictable

chapter 63

Songs for this Chapter:

Take it All- Adele

22- Taylor Swift

Lego House- Ed Sheeran

Niall's P.O.V

"Niall, I didn-"

"Alex, drop it." I cut her off and she looks out of the window while the soap suds wash around my car.

"I didn't-"

"Drop it." I'm pissed the fuck off and I just want her to be quiet. She looks at me with that innocent look whenever I know damn well she isn't.

"But, I d-"

"I said drop it, Alex! Shut up!" She jumps and flinches whenever I yell in her face.

Her eyes water and for a second I thought she was going to jump out of the car and into the actual car wash because she unbuckled her seat belt, but that was just so she could try to fight me.

I move her back because now the car is about to get cleaned, we stand outside while they clean the console.

"What the hell were you hitting me for?" I shout at her when we get back on the road, but she starts fighting me even harder this time and I can hear her sniffling while she does it. When it gets to the point where she's kicking the shit out of the buttons on my stereo, sobbing in my face, and fighting me too hard, I pull over on the side of the road.

"Alex, stop hitting me! Is this because you're cheating on me and kissing another guy?" I shout in her face and she gets out of her seat and hops on me, hitting me in my face and chest hard as hell.

"Are you crying because you got called out on cheating on me?"

"I was never cheating on you! Stop saying that!" Alex slaps me in the face and I yank my shirt that's on her and bring her to my face and tell her to stop, but she keeps hitting and punching me still.

"You cheated on me. Admit it." I hold her wet chin in my hand, making her lips do a somewhat fish face.

"I never cheated on y-" She grits her teeth in my face.

"I didn't get you sick!" I shout at her.

"Jason did! Jason was sick, Niall! You would've have known that if you never flew your ass back home! You could've gotten him yourself and saw how sick he was!" Fuck.

My hand drops from her chin and I try to hug her, but she keeps slapping my hands away.

"Jason made me sick! I can't even believe you would even think that I would do that to you, but obviously you don't trust me and you don't remember what happened to me! I just can't believe you. I'm ready to go home."  She shouts and gives me a disgusted look.

"Alex, I swear, I forgot about Jason. I'm so sorry." I tell her genuinely and she goes absolutely crazy.

"First, it's you! Then, it's Jason! Then, it's school! Then, it's me! Stop it! I can't even think straight there's just too much going on!" She screams out of frustration whenever she's done raging about each one.

"Stop pulling your hair, come here. I'm sorry. Please, I know you're stressed out," Her eyes are tightly shut, she's sobbing and I can see the veins show through her neck, her bloodshot face is soaked in tears and I'm trying to take her hands out of her hair before she pulls it all out.

"I can't think straight! Everything is going on at once and I can't focus! I can't focus on anything!" She screams, grunts, and cries and shakes her head, so I pull her into me anyway, listening to her stressed muffled grunts in my shirt, her body is shaking ridiculously from being so overwhelmed like this.