Unpredictable

chapter 75

THIS IS A LONG UPDATE TO MAKEUP FOR ME NOT UPDATING IN A WHILE. I'M SO BUSY WITH SCHOOL.

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Alex's P.O.V

I almost started crying whenever I parked my rental car in the parking lot of the modeling company. I wish he would've came with me. The argument would have never happened and we'd still be happy together. That's if we're still together.. I hope so, but I doubt it.

The way that the employees looked at me makes me feel like a wild monster. I looked like a wild monster before they got me ready for this photoshoot. My hair was in a matted bun, my leggings and t-shirt were my pajama clothes..the shirt happening to belong to Niall.

They change me into a little black dress that is the same as the five other girls here. I'm the only one with fucked up blue hair. A different girl has red hair, but it looks good on her. We stand behind a big white background that goes all the way underneath our feet. I stare around the big frames of the big named celebrities that come here to give myself ideas on what facial expression to make.

"Alexandra, just relax your face, honey. You're looking lost right about now." The photographer tells me and the girls next to me begin laughing.

I'm used to being laughed at from being teased whenever I was younger, so I've learned to ignore it. It doesn't bother me anymore like it used to. I nod back to the photographer, Adam, who keeps shouting sassy words to us, mainly telling us to be "fierce" which is something I have no idea how to do. My makeup and hair person made me a little bit too dolled up for my liking. They said this is a "natural look" for some catalog. I look far from natural. If anything, I look like a freak of nature. With every flash of the camera the girls next to me would change positions a little, so I shift my weight onto my left leg.

"Perfect, Alex! Two more, two more!" Adam compliments, then snaps the camera two more times.

"Okay, now for individual photos, Paige you're first!" Adam shouts.

I don't see why Niall didn't even want to come, he's supposed to be supportive of me and vise versa. If an opportunity like this had come his way, I would've flew here with his ass in a heartbeat, but no. The moment I get an opportunity like this, he shows zero interest in modeling, then he'll get mad at me. Niall's outlook on me beginning to model for The Zing Modeling Company is stupid.

He's being so judgmental about this place and the people who work here. I understand that he likes to be protective every once in a while, but I'm not a child. So, whenever Adam says the individual photoshoot are swimsuits that may be a little risky, I don't think twice before putting it on and letting Adam take photos of me. I don't care how mad Niall will get, this is what I want and he isn't going to stop me.

"You did perfect today, Miss Alex. I couldn't be more happy to have you apart of our team. We'll have the pictures on the magazines tomorrow for the new summer catalog. See you tomorrow," Ms. Katy says and the rest of the staff in the giant room wave goodbye to me.

"Thank you so much, this means a lot. Goodnight everyone!" I wave back and leave.

The hotel that Katy booked me to stay in is marvellous.

"Ma'am, may I help you?" An employee asks me. I was standing in the lobby staring up at the chanticleer.

"Oh, um, I have a reserved room." I snap out of my daze and get lead up to my room.

It's nice in here. Nicer than any room I've ever been in other than my "other family's" house. Their rooms are massive. It's going to be weird sleeping by myself, but I'll get through it. Hopefully.