Unpredictable

chapter 89

-Two days later-

Alex's P.O V

He leaves tomorrow and it seems as if every fucking time I'm with him, Sammie pops up and says something provocative to Niall. Things that he hasn't even done with me yet. We just got into an argument over the phone because he tried texting me and it wasn't working, so I called him and Sammie knew it was me on the phone. It's like she wants me to hit her. What's mine is mine and I don't share. Niall is mine.

I yelled at Niall about how annoyed I'm getting with this trip shit and I wish it was over already. Last year, God knows how many times they've hooked up. I asked him if it was more than ten and he didn't say anything. I'm sleeping alone tonight because I told Niall that I didn't want him over here. He's probably busy packing up anyway, so it won't make a difference to either one of us.

I don't care.

I talk to Nikki about it, but she tells me that she doesn't think he'll do anything with her.

"I'll be there, so if anything happens I'll tell you." She winks and folds her clothes into her suitcase. It makes me feel a little better knowing that she's going.

I wish I was in a fraternity, not just to go on trips, but because they're always doing cool stuff within the groups and I never get to go.

"I don't want him to go. I don't know, I just feel like something is going to happen in their hotel room..it has one bed for fuck sakes!" I rant.

"He's going to get kicked out of the fraternity and it could get him kicked out of school, Alex."

"Wait out of school? Like off campus? Like not being able to go here anym-"

"Yes, Alex!" Nikki laughs at me for just now figuring out what the consequence is. I heard Niall say it, but I thought he was just saying that to make me less sad about him going.

I watch her grab her suitcase and sit it by the door, so she won't forget it. She puts on a movie, Beastly, is the name of the movie and it's one of my favorites, but I didn't even get to finish it because I fell asleep. His trip is going to be miserable all because of me being rude to him right before he's going on a trip that he's supposed to have fun on. I don't want to depart on a bad foot with him, but I don't want to admit that I was being rude for no reason. The thing I'm paranoid about the most is, is the one bed situation. I'm not too happy about that. In fact, that is the number one thing that irritates me about this stupid trip.

"Alex, I'm leaving." Someone hits my arm and I groan and throw the sheets over my head to block out the bright lightbulb on the ceiling fan.

"Okay, bye sleepy head." I hear the light switch click and I pop up.

"Hey! Wait, wait, wait!" I rip the comforter off and rush out of the bed, flying around the corner and bumping into Nikki.

"Where are you going?"

"To the airport, duh." She laughs and hugs me. "Alright, see you Tuesday morning!"

"I want to come! Wait, don't leave yet." I turn around in my slippers, almost slipping.

"I knew you were going to want to come," She grins.

"Hurry up, I've been trying to wake you up." I hear her rushing me while I brush my teeth and wash my face.

I hate being rushed. But it's not like I'm going to tell her to stop rushing me because I know it'll come out in a rude tone, then she'll leave my ass here.

All I see is a cinnamon toast in the refrigerator, so I take three and follow Nikki down to her car. I didn't have enough to do anything. I'm eating toast and putting concealer on my dark spots whilst my plaid pajama pants are getting crumbs on them. My crop top is an old shirt that I bought, but I just wear it to bed because I got paint on it. So, I look very..interesting right now.