seventeen imagines

i don't know / well • wonwoo

this imagine is based off of the lyrics and will reference them a lot!
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"Well, what do you want from me?" Wonwoo asked you with frustration in his voice. He ran his fingers through his hair and paced around the room, unable to sit down.

You sighed, "Honestly, I don't know. Why aren't we like how we were before? Damnit Wonwoo, what happened to us."

Your words hit him and he stopped in his tracks.

Silence settled around the two of you and the only sound was the ticking coming from the clock.

Finally coming up with an answer, the young man looked hurt, "Maybe it's because we've lost that spark."

You could feel your heart break as you looked at him.

Glancing at the framed photo of the two of you on the table, tears brimmed your eyes. The photo was you two on New Years Eve. Both of you were wearing onesies and had stupid smiles on your face, you were so in love back then.

But now, your relationship with him has hardened.

"But," you weren't ready to let go of him, "can't we work this out?" Hope filled you as you waited for his answer.

Wonwoo just sighed and took a seat on a chair, "I don't know, Y/N. I really don't know."

To even have this conversation with him hurt you so much. You and Wonwoo have been dating for two years and it was the best years of your life. It was the perfect relationship, but it was like something changed in the last few months. It was like the fire between the two of you just burned out.

Tears fell out of your eyes and you didn't want to believe what was going to come next.

"Uh," Wonwoo's voice cracked and it sounded like he was going to cry, "I'm going out for a little bit."

You didn't say anything and he quietly left the apartment you shared with him.

As much as you didn't want to break up with him, it was for the best. If there was no more love between you guys, why date? Why be part of something with no love? Why hold each other back from finding new people to love?

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Wonwoo decided to take a walk in the park to clear his mind.

The park was a place that the two of you often came to. You would just walk, hand in hand, and talk about everything. You two even explored the whole park, inside and out.

Wonwoo wander around the well known place but everything felt unfamiliar to him.

It was completely empty since it was late at night, it was like the city was asleep.

Tears streamed down his face and he quickly wiped them away with his coat sleeve.

He thought about what would happen when he went home after his walk. He mentally laughed at the thought of him going back home and falling fast asleep like nothing happened. How could he possibly sleep when all he could think about was you?

Wonwoo started thinking about all the memories you two made together. He was missing the you and him of long ago.

Day dreaming in the midst of the night, the boy sadly smiled. He missed those happy times with you.

He knew that the two of you had to break up. How could he go back home when it was painful to face you?

His feelings were twisted. He desperately wanted to be in a relationship with you, but knew that there would no longer be any love between you two.

Guilt tangled within him as he thought about all the times where he could have been a better boyfriend. All the times where he could have done things differently to make even better memories.

Do we really need to end it this time? He thought.

He sighed and looked down at the pavement underneath him. He didn't quite know.

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[ july 17, 2017 ]

happy birthday, wonwoo!