First big fight

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James POV:
I go into the kitchen for dinner and see everyone waiting for me.
'James! Finally!' Kevin says. I look at him and sit down. But not next to Riley. I sit across from her. An akward silence fills the room. My mom speaks up.
'Well this is exciting! Its been a long time since we've done something like this. The Torjmans and The Raymonds together once again!'
Rileys mom laughs.
'Yeah! I remember the last time that we all had a dinner like this together was when James and Riley had their first kiss! That memorie sticks out so much! You two were so cute then and still are!' she smiles.
I look at Riley.
'You didnt tell her?'
She shakes her head.
'No'
I cant believe it! After everything that has happened, she wouldnt even tell her!
I sit back in my chair and look at her. She looks down at her plate.
'Tell me what?' her mom asks.
'Yeah Riley! Tell her what it is!' I say coldly.
She looks at me and then at her mom.
''We're not together anymore' she whispers.
'Im sorry Riley. Could you speak louder? I didnt hear you' I say to her.
She turns to me.
'We're not together anymore!'
'Why?'
'Tell them why Riley!' I say.
She puts her head down.
'Fine! Ill tell them! Because she cheated on me!'
Her mom looks shocked.
'James I.... Riley! Why would you do this!' she shouts.
'I dont know! It just happend!'
'Just happend! Really Riley! It just happend! How about oh Im going to cheat on my boyfriend because hes not here and he will never find out!' I yell at her.
Everyone has gone quiet.
'Do you have any idea what I would have done for you? What I would have risked for you? I was so happy been with you and I was so ready to look foward to our future together. I would have cared for you like no one else. I would have protected you from all harm. I would have  built us a little house to live in together. I would have helped you raise our children with love and care. I would have loved you like we were the only two people in the world. I would have done everything to make you happy. Because I love you' I say to her.
She looks at me.
'Do you still?'
'Why should I! Its clear that you dont! It takes two to be in a relationship! But clearly you dont want to participate in that relationship so I dont see why I should either! Why should I love someone who doesnt feel that same way towards me!'
'But James I do love you!'
'No Riley! You dont! You came along and kissed another guy and wouldnt even tell me straight away! That doesnt say much about us. Your not the person that I once fell in love with. I always know my Riley and this isnt her. So if she would like to come back anytime soon that would be great!'
They all look at me except Riley.
'Well am...anyone want to watch a movie?' my mom asks.
They all agree.
'Riley?'
'Yeah sure' she weakly smiles.
'James?'
I get up from the table and go upstairs to my room. I cant deal with her been here. She hasnt even been here a day and Ive already lost it.
I cant deal with this.
I wish she would just leave.
Rileys POV:
The movie starts and everyone gathers around to watch it. I cant help but to replay what James said in my mind. About how he would have done everything for me. How he would have built us a little house to stay in together, helped me raise the kids, loved me like we were the only ones in the world. It just makes me feel so bad and it makes my heart break just to see how things between us are falling apart and changing so fast. I look at the scene in the movie. Its showing two lovers appoligising to eachother for something. It shows the boyfriend/husband forgiving the girlfriend/wife. I just wish that that could happen between me and James. A small tear falls down my cheek. Another and another and another. They keep comming. I cant stop crying. Why did this have to happen? Emily comes to comfort me.
'Just talk to him'
'Look what just happend when I did!'
'Ri the more you talk the better. Just go'
I nod and get up to leave the room. I go to James room. Im about to knock on the door but I pull my hand back. I dont know if I should do this. A voice comes from the other side.
'Just come in Riley. I know your there. The door is open'
I take a breath in and walk into his room. Hes lying on his bed on his phone.
'What is it now?' he asks coldly.
'I just want to say Im sorry for not telling my mom about us'
'Dont even worry about it'
I sigh.
'Look James. I just want things to be okay between us. Even if we could only be friends'
'No Riley! I told you this! I cant be friends with you!'
'Why not!'
'You know why!'
'Well just so you know its not excatly my fault that it happened! He was just there for me through everything when you were all the way over here!'
'Do you think I want to be over here! Do you think I enjoy it! Do you think I like been this far away from everyone! From you!'
'Well Im here now so lets fix this!'
'Sometimes I wish that I never even met you! Been with you was the biggest mistake that I ever made! Your a mistake that cant be rubbed out Riley!'
I stand in shock. That was really harsh.
'Oh yeah?! Well your a coward who can find a place in your heart to forgive someone!'
'Why would I forgive someone who cheats on others! Your a cheater!'
'Your an idiot!'
'Your a bitch!'
'Your a jerk!'
'I hate you Riley!'
'Well sorry to break it to you James, but I hate you too!'
'Your a waste of space and I hate been around you!'
'Well so do I!'
'Hey! Whats going on!' Emily asks walking in with Kevin.
'You are the worst person that I have ever met!' I yell.
'Well so are you!'
'Hanging around with you and becomming your friend was the biggest mistake that I ever made!'
'It was mine too! Now get out! I never want to see you again!'
'I never want to see you again either!'
'I wish you were dead!!'
'I wish you were dead too!!'
Before I can say anymore, Emily and Kevin pull me out of the room. I struggle against them. They close the door. I look at them. I immedatly regreat everything that I said to him. Who would want to wish the person they love dead?
'I never meant yo say that to him. I didnt' I say starting to cry.
'Shhhh. I know you didnt. You were both just upset and angry and needed to get it out. It will be okay' Emily says comforting me.
'I wished him dead! Who does that!'
'You both said nasty, horrible, cruel and mean things to eachother that I know that you dont mean. You would never say that to eachother'
I just feel so bad. Now I know that Ive definatly lost him. I sit down and just cry.
I never thought that things could get this bad.
But thats the thing.
I didnt think.
I didnt think at all.

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