Jiley-Our Realitionship Together

Gone

Rileys POV:
I cant believe I just lost the baby. The one thing that could have made our family complete has been taken away from us just like that. I cry into James chest.
'Is this a punishment of some sort? Is there something I didnt do right?' I cry.
'Hey its not your fault okay? You didnt do anything wrong' James tells me. I look at him. I know he feels like crying, but hes trying to stay strong for me. I rest my head against his.
'Im so sorry James. I know how much you wanted this and I couldnt even give it to you. I can never seem to give you anythimg'
'Thats not true! Youve given me everthing I ever wanted. Youve given me your life for crying out loud!'
I laugh.
'These things happen Ri. People loose their babies everyday. Its natural. Its just how your body works'
I look at him.
'So you did pay more attention in class then I thought!'
'See. I never fail to surprise you! I know alot more than you think!'
I smile.
'Its going to work out okay? I promise'
'But what if I can never have one again? What if I can never give you that family youve always wanted?'
'You are my family. Baby or no baby'
I rest my head on his shoulder. A nurce walks in.
'We know what caused your misscarrige'
'What?'
'Stress. Your body was trying to handle too much stress which affected the baby causing you to loose it. Im sorry'
I nod. She leaves the room.
'Do you want a drink or anything?' James asks me.
'No Im fine. I think I just want to rest'
He nods.
'Call me if you need anything'
I nod. He kisses me and strokes my cheek.
'It wil be okay'
He goes towards the door.
'James?'
'Yeah?'
'I love you'
'I love you too'
He leaves the room. Im so sorry James. I really am.
James POV:
I run my fingers through my hair. Im still struggling to believe that the baby is gone. I really dont know whats going to happen now.
'Well? Is she okay? Is the baby okay?'
I shake my head.
'S-she had a misscarrige'
They all go silent. Piper runs up to me and wraps her arms around me. Everyome else does the same. I cant hold it in anymore. I just let the tears fall. I sit down on a chair and burry my head in my hands. I cant belive this has happened. Piper sits next to me.
'We'll give you some time' Michelle says as her and everyone else leaves leaving just me and Piper alone.
'You okay?'
'Does it look like Im okay!'
She puts her head down. I sigh.
'Im sorry Pipes'
She shakes her head.
'Its cool. I get it'
'Its like everytime that me and Riley want to plan for our future together something goes wrong to prevent that' I tell her.
'All you can do right now is hope that it will work out'
'Your way too much like Riley. You know that?'
She smiles.
'She told me that I was alot like you after ye got back together'
I smile.
'Do you want coffe or anything?'
'Im fine. Thanks Pipes'
She hugs me and gets up and leaves. I sit back in the chair. The baby is gone. And now we have to live with it.
The thing is...I dont know if I can do that.