Preying Her

Chapter 19

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Every seconds, minutes, hours and days passed by, my heart was been in big trouble. My poor heart was paining every time I sees them together again. The pain that is not sharp but continues for a long time. It hurts to admit to myself that it is still her not me. Everyone knows that even myself knew it from the very start whom he loved, but this damn eyes, trying to be blind.

Now, the rumours have been flying like it was a bird. Dara and Cadris is getting back together, that's what they said. As much as it hurts my heart to admit it, they were right! They're really getting back to each other and I am out of the picture again. I was just like a rebound to him because Dara's not here. He diverted his attention to me because he thought I am a new challenge to him.

Yeah, this is I was thinking. He is preying me because he didn't love me. He preyed me because he doesn't have a toy to play with. Gaya ng dati, sinaktan niya ako at ginawang tanga na pinagpalit kay Dara. Iniwan at nangibang bansa pagkabalik ay hahabulin ako kasi nga wala si Dara dito! Tama ako diba? My speculations are right! Sa mga nakikita ko ngayon, tama lang itong naiisip ko and it hurts my fucking ego and heart, damn!

"Nagkakamabutihan sila ulit ah?"

I diverted my gaze to Bryan who was now raising his left eyebrow. Hindi ko magawang tumingin sa taong tinutukoy niya dahil masasaktan lamang ako. Magkasama na naman sila at halos araw-araw yata hinahatid siya ni Dara sa eskwelahan. I can't help myself but to roll my eyes. My heart is pounding so fast. Naiinis ako at nagagalit dahil sa nalalaman ko. He's nothing but an asshole in my eyes now.

"Totoo nga ang chismis nila. Halos araw-araw nalang? Seriously, seryoso ba talaga sa'yo si Cadris when he said that he wants you back? Kasi sa nakikita ko, hindi e. Dumating lang si Dara hindi ka na niya pinapansin. All of his attention was now diverted to Dara! Gosh!" Kristie irritatingly said.

Nasa school ground kami ngayon dahil walang pasok. Napagpasyahan naming pumarito muna kasi delikado kung lumabas kami. Siguro masasabi kong isa ang school sa mas safe na lugar ngayon para sa akin. Iyong mga nakauniporming mga lalaki kasi ay na banned sa school kaya hindi na sila makakapasok pa dito. At kami, we decided not to go out in order not to get hurt again. Mahirap ng malapitan at saktan ulit.

"Hindi rin. Siguro, nasaktan lang si Cadris sa sinabi ni Hexa kaya siya umiiwas. Ikaw ba naman sabihan ng I am not yours, hindi ka masasaktan at magtatampo?"

Napaisip ako sa sinabi ni Phayne. Bakit, totoo naman 'yong sinabi ko na I am not his. Hindi ko na kasi nagugustuhan ang pagiging possessive niya. Yes, he has the right to get jealous but he has no right to puched everyone's face, those guys who tried to befriend me or near me. Ayokong kunsintihin ang ugali niyang iyon. It's not right.

And if Phayne's right that I hurt him because of what I said, kaya hindi niya ako pinapansin ngayon, so be it. I really mean it afterall.

"Aww!" daing ko ng matamaan ako ng bola galing sa field. Halos mahilo ako dahil sa impact nito sa ulo ko. I feel like I saw three stars above my head, damn, it hurts.

May narinig kaming pito galing sa field ng may idineklarang foul sa kabilang team. At siguro dahil iyon sa tumamang bola sa akin.

"Sorry Miss!"

May isang lalaking nag-apologise sa'kin. And I bet he's the one who kicked that ball forcedly. May galit yata siya sa'kin, ang sakit ng pagkakatama nito sa ulo ko.