Kelsey POV
The sudden knock on the door made me drop my head harshly onto the arm of the couch as I huddled myself in a ball.
"K-Kelsey?" Liam's voice deepened in concern. He continued to knock for a minute or two, before his movements showed how frantic he became.
"Kels, open the door please. You're worrying me," he murmured through the cracks. I furrowed my eyebrows as I squeezed my eyes shut, letting out a sharp painful cry under my breath.
"Kelsey, if you don't open the door I'm going to have to call the cops," Liams breath heightened. I couldn't bear to hear him struggle so much, and I was just so confused right now, I didn't know what to do.
"G-Go ahead, they'll just t-tell you to leave anyway," I sounded like a child, my voice already shaking.
"Kelsey, I'm sorry. I'm so stupid for saying what I said today. I never meant one word. I just... I just want to make sure you're okay. I love you, Kelsey. A lot." he explained through the door.
I remained quiet as I silently cried my heart out, his words doing the exact opposite of what I intended.
"And.. And Essie told me about your kidney failure," Liam's tone deepened, and I could hear the intensity of pain in his tone, the grimace that must be on his face right now.
I froze where I was again, stopping mid cry to to hear his response.
“I’m guessing you’re not doing so well… And I assumed that today when you got so defensive...But Kelsey, no matter what you do now, I’m not going anywhere anymore. I know you feel like giving up, but… But I don’t. I won’t ever give up on you, Kels. You’re my best friend, the only person I love more than anything,” I could hear his cries in his voice as his breath stuttered.
“So, please, open this door and let me in. I need you,” he finished softly, his sniffles making my eyes well up with more tears.
I stood up from the couch, walking up to the door and unlocking it, but he opened it before I could. He let the door swing open, and I looked up at him, his brown eyes red with tears, his gaze intense on mine.
“We’re not giving up,” he stated, his voice louder rather than muffled through the door.
I pursed my lips, trying to hold in a cry. I didn’t say a word, but shake my head..
Liam then walked forward, wrapping his arms tightly around me, carefully, lovingly, protectively.
“We’re not giving up,” he whispered through his cry as I buried my head in his chest, letting out the deepened cries I have been holding in for months.
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LIAM POV
I held her in a hug, setting my chin on her forehead as she let out a painful cry.
It was then that I realized just how serious this was, yet I couldn’t help but feel a deep heavy feeling in my heart as she held on tightly to my waist…
“D-Don’t e-ever bring me flower-rs, Liam… J-Just… F-flowers are for funerals,” her voice squealed with pain.
I grimaced at her words, looking around the room to find the rose on the floor, the petals rips apart.
“I-I’m sorry,” I breathed as my tears fell across my cheeks. I was so overwhelmed with feelings at the moment, I just wanted to squeeze her closer, hold on to her and never let go, and not have anyone or anything stop me from letting go.
She shook her head against my chest that she had her head buried into, her cries growing stronger.
“I’m ju-ust so s-scared, Liam,” Her hands grabbed onto my shirt tightly. I became frantic, afraid she was going to pass out or something.
I picked her up by the waist, before I carried her away from the door, closing it behind me. She didn’t seem to mind, and that made me feel a bit more useful, feel like I was being let into her comfort-zone finally.
She continued to cry as I sat down on the couch and wrapped her closer to me, setting her head on my shoulder as she huddled her feet closer into a ball.
I didn’t say a word, but just slide my hand soothingly across her back, whispering small ‘it’s okay’s and i love you’s as I let out my own whimpers of sorrow.
“ Don't... don't be scared. We'll get through this," I nodded to myself, letting thousands of thoughts run through my mind.
Her cries slowly came to a stop as we sat there, arm in arm, letting out our emotions, being there for one another...In that moment, I knew I would never be able to let go of Kelsey again.
She looked up at me, her face red and swollen now. I slid strand of hair behind her ear, and kissed her softly on the nose.
"Liam, h-how are we going to get through this?" she whispered, her blue eyes saddened.
I forced a smile onto my face, kissing her slips softly.
"We're going to sign you up for a Kidney, and if it doesn't come on time, we'll stick to dialysis until it does," I planned it out.
Kelsey continued to gaze at me, before she smiled. That beautiful smile lit up my whole day, made me feel useful, like a hero.
"I love you so much, Liam Payne," she let out a small laugh. I grinned so widely at her words, feeling complete.
"I love you so much more, Kelsey Diamonds," I murmured back, pulling her so she sits on my lap more comfortably.
"Now let's go get your laptop so we can sign you up. Every minute counts," I laughed.
Her smile was a bit warmer now, as she kissed my cheek and we both stood up, my hand wrapped around her waist as we headed upstairs.
Feeling just a bit more closer than before, more in love.
A bit more motivation to make sure I never let her go.
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Kidney Donor// Liam Payne
Fiksi Penggemar"I hate you," he spit back. "Feeling's mutual," I shouldered him harshly for his words, his muscular figure so different from the nerd I met freshman year... He gave me a dark glare, turning as he continued to walk, the rest of his 'gang' staring...
