Bad Night, Goodnight.

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*warning, mentions of rape*

Josh had come over to spend the night since we went out and saw School of Rock, and we were planning on hanging out tomorrow. Ant and Jazz were in Chicago for some sort of Hamilton/ HamCHI thing, so we had the apartment to ourselves. He went to make popcorn, and i sat crosslegged on the bed and waited for him. I turned on the tv and got Netflix set up to watch Grease for like, the 100th time. He returned with a bowl and handed it to me as he hopped on my bed and kissed my forehead. He leaned back against my ridiculous amount of pillows and spread out.

By the time the title sequence ended, which I love, I'd changed into old, soft shorts and one of his huge old cast t-shirts. After a little while, Josh firmly, but lovingly, grasped my waist. He gently pulled me down to lay with him, then softly pressed his lips against mine. Our lips moulded to each other and we slowly pulled away. Soon, I began to drift off, my face nuzzled into Joshes chest. He rubbed my shoulder a little, then spoke up in his adorable, tired voice. "Somebody looks sleepy, like they're gonna fall asleep soon." He teased. I sat up and looked to him. "I'm not sleepy, you're the sleepy one here!" I retorted, poking his chest. He giggled, then held me again. I pushed back this time, just to tease him, not letting him pull me to his chest. "Noooo, come back, Little Rosie." He said, making me smile at the nickname. It was a playoff of Little Lottie from Phantom, but he used my middle name, rose.

I eventually gave in and fell asleep against him, my hand on his chest. His arms were wrapped around my torso, protecting me. He turned away before he slept though, to be more comfortable.

*I woke up with Danny hovering over my bed. I jumped up and tried to speak, but no words came out. "No, don't speak. Make it easier on both of us." He said, while lowering himself onto my bed. He pinned me down and i struggled against his grip, but he was 3 years older than me and a ton stronger. I kept pushing against him, as if it would do anything. He quickly moved his hand towards my waist, as I thrashed harder*

I was shaken awake by a stardled Josh, concern lacing his features. I quickly backed up from his hands, on my shoulder and waist. "Maddie, Rosie hun are you alright?" He asked, not inching any closer. I violently shook my head and gripped my arms around my legs. He inched closer, going to put his arms around me in a hug. I nodded, and he quickly engulfed me in his embrace. "Do you wanna talk about it?" He asked soothingly. I nodded and cleaned up my face a bit. "I was, way back at my old home, a-and Danny came in and he-he, he came into my room and over my bed and-" I started crying as Josh stroked my hair. "No honey, I'm here now. I'll protect you. You're mine now, and no one can hurt you here." He shushes, as he turns us to lay down. I nuzzle into his neck and hug him, as he tightens his grip on my waist. He kisses my hairline just before I fall asleep, and i somehow snuggle closer to him.
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An: sorry, it's not that long (abt 590 words) but it's an upset after my hiatus! I'm so sorry y'all, this really isn't that good it's 2am

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