This isn't what I want

chapter 22

** Garcia's office **

** Garcia's POV **

"Hello, the super information highway is open, how can I be of assistance?"

"Garcia, I need a background on the five victims in Baltimore. Any history of family deaths? Relatives, close friends, pets?"

"Chocolate thunder, you may be on to something. All five girls have lost a sibling within the past three years. And even more interesting, they were all logged on to an online support group for relatives of bereaved."

"Thanks, baby girl."

Well, that was weird. Derek doesn't usually go that specific, something must be up. I decide to call Emily.

"Emily?"

"Oh, hi Garcia. What's up?"

"Is something wrong? Derek just rang and asked for the most specific information ever. He never does that."

"What did he ask?"

"He asked about the victims  and their families. All five girls have lost a sibling within the past three years. Is there something I'm missing?"

"Garcia, we think the unsub is Will."

"Will? The Will? The Will I want to strangle with my bare hands?"

"Yes. I'm staying with JJ at the moment to keep an eye on her, just in case. He's only one state over, he could come back."

"Oh, be careful. Give my love to Jaydge."

"Will do."

Oh, my goodness. My poor kitten is in danger again. I need to calm down. But what if something happens? Will could come back he could go to the hospital or to JJ's new place or to here and he could be looking for her and he could kill her and she's pregnant and she's weak she won't be able to fight him... Oh, my, goodness.

** JJ's POV **

Emily sits down in the chair beside my bed with a smile. I wonder what she's doing here.

"I thought you guys had a case?"

"We do, but, I'd rather stay here. Keep an eye on you."

"Why? I'm perfectly safe."

Emily looks away for a split second and it doesn't take a profiler to work it out.

"It's Will, isn't it?"

"JJ, he's in Baltimore. That's only one state over. He could come back at any time."

"He wouldn't come here. Not after everything." I'm trying to convince myself, as well as Emily.

I don't know why he still affects me. Every night, I see him in my mind. He crawls back into my dreams. I feel every punch, slap, kick. Everything. And I don't understand why I'm crying.

"Hey, it's alright."

"No, it isn't. I should have said something when it first started. But I loved him. Well, I did. I wanted to protect him."

"Jaydge, it isn't your fault. Will's a sadistic serial sex offender. You can't take that out of him."

Suddenly, I stop listening. I  look up, and he's standing on the other side of the window. He's smiling, holding a bunch of pink roses, my favourite. He's carrying Henry on his shoulders, beckoning me to go to me. I move to stand up, and feel a heavy hand on my shoulders. 

"Get off me." I scream and push them away.

Will's smiling and waving at me, pulling me closer. There's someone in the way, but I don't even stop to see who it is. With all my energy, I shove them aside and pull the door open.

"Will!"

"Hi honey." He says sweetly, coming over to kiss me.

I take a hold of his hand, and am about to walk with him when there are several people in blue pulling me away from him.

"Will! WILL! Help me, please. Get them off me." I'm crying hard, and I shut my eyes as he is taken away. "WILL!"

** Emily's POV **

Oh, my goodness, she's having an episode. She's trying to get out of bed. I think she's seeing Will.

I call out for a doctor and try to gently guide her back to bed, but she pushes me off. I stumble backwards, and see her reaching for the door. Desperate, I stand between her and the door, but once again she pushes me away. She has a lot of strength, despite being in bed for a long time. 

Through the window, I see she is surrounded by doctors, and is getting sedated. She's screaming out and I'm worried how much she is affected. I need to tell Hotch about this. She'll be extremely angry, but I have to tell him.