This isn't what I want

chapter 46

** Garcia's POV **

Hotch is stressing me out on this location. The unsub's used so many different servers that I have to trace the route of each just to narrow down the search area. Whilst I'm in the middle of that, a buzz tells me something I've been waiting to hear. Peter's turned his cell on.

"Hotch, I have his location, he's turned his cell on. I'm sending coordinates." I practically scream at him as I rush to find him.

"Let's go then." He says, confusing me. "Come on." He passes me a vest.

"Stay close to us." He warns as I slip into the back of one of the SUVs.

I don't like this. The waiting as we drive to his location. The wondering. The not-knowing. It's killing me. I look over at Reid, who's next to me, and I can see his eyes are glassy. I place my hand on top of his.

"It'll be alright, Reid, you know that. She's smart. She knows what to say."

"What if..." 

"Stop it. Don't think like that. They are always alive until proven otherwise. She's waiting for us." I say, and he gives a weak smile. "That's more like it." I smile back.

** JJ's POV **

A loud noise fills my ears. I don't know what the hell it is, but I want to make it stop. And all of a sudden, the man is here, pulling me to my feet. When I don't stand up, he just grabs my hair and pulls me along. There's the sound of yelling, and he stops. As I try open my eyes, I can see the blur of five people standing in the doorway.

"Don't move. Or she's gone." I think that's what he says.

"No..." I mutter.

After three loud bangs, I suddenly feel the tight grip around me let go, and I fall to the ground. People are rushing towards me, and I want them to leave me alone. I don't want any of them to touch me. I don't know who any of them are.

"Go away!" I yell as loudly as I can, which isn't really that loud. 

And then the sensation hits me, and I feel like nauseating. I throw up about four times, and when I look back, someone's lifting me up. I don't have the energy to fight them, but when I'm placed on a bed with straps on, I immediately attempt to get out.

"Let me go!" I scream in frustration but the straps don't move.

** Reid's POV **

I don't know what's wrong with her, but she isn't herself. He's drugged her with something. It's been nine days and she needs to go to the hospital. But she's fighting everyone. I want to help, but she's fighting me too. She doesn't recognise any of us.

Morgan calls me over to show me something. It's a grey briefcase. Filled with vials and syringes. 

"So we know he's been injecting her, but with what?" I ask, examining one of the vials.

"I don't know. But whatever it is, it isn't good." Morgan answers and walks away.

"I want to ride in the ambulance." I say to one of the medics.

"Agent, I'm sorry, she's critical but she's also fighting us. I would have to advise against that. If you follow us to the hospital, we'll let you know what happens." The medic says before shutting the door.

The sirens go on and I watch as the ambulance drives down the old track before reaching the main road. I pray that JJ's alright. I pray hard.