time's up. those last weeks passed. i leave tomorrow morning. my sister will be waiting for me at the airport in mongolia.
my heart felt like it was being shredded. i guess i didn't process any of this until now.
"i d-don't wanna go." i cried into jimin's shoulder. i told myself i would stay strong for jimin and not cry, but our roles have seemed to switch.
"shh, it's okay yoongi. time w-will pass fast, believe me. i'll be right there waiting for y-you when you get back. i p-promise." he squeezed his arms around my back.
"but jimin... it's so long..." i sniffled, feling better in his tight embrace.
five years. i will be gone for five years. it's hard for me to believe what jimin is telling me. a lot can and will happen in five years.
"you're special to me, yoongi. i c-ca-an't forget you. i know what you are think-king." jimin sighed, his hand running up and down my side lazily.
"i love you."
"i love you, too."
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i bit my lip and looked down at our intertwined fingers. i rocked back and forth on my feet.
"good luck, yoongi. y-you'll be great. i promise, five ye-ears from today, i'll be right b-b-back here waiting for you." jimin exhaled deeply, squeezing my hands.
i let go of one hand to run it through his hair. it was still a faded pink.
i heard a ding and a tap on my back. my sister's fiance was here, flying back from a small visit. we were going to fly together. he'd give me a lot of insight into what it's like in the camp.
my heart sunk.
"i guess this is goodbye..." jimin muttered. there is no cell service where i am going, and that sucks. but it is understandable.
we kissed one last time and he turned me around, his eyes welling with tears.
"goodbye, yoongi. i love you so much." he muttered, letting go of my hand. jimin wanted to keep our goodbye short. it would hurt less in the moment.
"bye, jimin. i love you, too, baby." i sucked up whatever strength i had left and walked towards the entrance.
i stepped into the tarmat and walked up the stairs.
i kept myself from looking back.
that was it. that was the last time i'd see jimin for a very long time.
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- A/N: Sorry guys that was really abrupt. Uhm anyways if you live in Arizona hi lets be friends (if you want) aNyWaYs I watched Love, Simon 50 BILLION times and I'm emotional now thanks for listening bye
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