Paper Balls | Yoonmin

split

"good morning." i muttered and kissed jimin's lips, making him blush. both of our hearts were still heavy from last night but i tried not to think about that right now. nothing negative.

"mor-rning." he returned my kiss, giggling when our noses brushed agaist each other's.

"l-let's go out to-oday," jimin began, "you need it and we just h-haven't in like a m-month."

i nodded, agreeing.

"p-plus, i only have on-ne more month with you for who knows how long. i want to make it m-memorable." he looked away from my eyes.

i sighed, sad he brought it up but he was right. we only have one month left.

"i won't be gone for ever, jiminie. you keep talking as if i will be. i'll be back for you and you know that." i smiled and tickled his sides in attempt to lighten the mood.

"okay." he said quietly, closing his eyes again. i ran my hands through his hair, "i w-will m-miss you a lot, yoongie. but i un-nderstand that you hav-e to go. i'd w-wait fifty years if i had to."

i didn't know how to reply. he sounded serious. he looked back up at me, his hand settling on my waist.

"i know you would. i promise that the time will pass by fast. before i leave, i should know how long i will be gone." i breathed out heavily, "i say we take a break during that time, jimin. we are so young right now. give it the time that we are apart and see what things are like when i come back. we'll take it from there?"

he bit his lip but nodded. he hid his face from me once again.

"i'm sorry, jimin. but i think we should. staying together during that time would just... be too hard."

"i kn-now and i a-agree."

"i'm sorry that this turned sad... let's go out and do something, like you said. just you and me all day." i rolled on top of him, careful to avoid his arm. i wiped away the tears that were brimming in his eyes.

he nodded.

"don't think about it, okay? get it out of your head. and, again jimin, i'm so sorry about last night. i don't know what i was thinking-"

he pulled my head down onto his.

"i don't w-want you to leav-ve." he muttered, barely audible.

"i know. i don't want to either. but i really have to do this. and, i told you to stop thinking about this. i miss my happy little boy." i pouted.

he tried to hide a little smile that played at his lips. that always gets him.

"come on, up up." i grabbed his hand and pulled him up to sit on the side of the bed.

"can we go to the zoo?" jimin asked, pulling on his shirt.

"that sounds fun, let's do that."

so, jimin and i ended up spending most of the day at the zoo. i could tell both of us were thinking about the end of the month but neither of us made it obvious.

he tried his best to smile the whole day. he clung to me, which i didn't mind and actually preferred.

for the next couple weeks, we kept ourselves busy with little outings. whether it was going out for food, or even wandering around a baby store for four hours- we kept ourselves occupied.

less than two weeks left.

shit. this is really going to hurt.