Paper Balls | Yoonmin

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Third Person POV

After the first few days of summer vacation, Yoongi seemed to fall into a pit of depression. Everything finally caught up with him. He didn't know what he was doing or even what he wanted to do.

It stressed him out to the brink of having a full mental breakdown. Jimin tries his hardest to help him through them. Yoongi is just worried.

It always worries Jimin so much to see Yoongi like this. It scares him. It puts Jimin into protective boyfriend mode, much like Yoongi is always using on Jimin. It stresses Jimin out, too.

Tonight, Jimin was having a full blown panic attack. He couldn't move. Couldn't breathe.

He couldn't find Yoongi.

But he found a piece of paper. It was obviously in Yoongi's handwriting. Jimin was shaking as he read the line over and over again. It could mean one of two things.

One being that Yoongi was running away again.

Or two, Yoongi was going to take his own life.

Jimin dropped the note and pulled out his phone. He tried to call Yoongi many times but he never answered. So, he texted him.

"Yoongi."

"What."

"Tell me where you are. Right now."

"I can't."

"Why?"

"I just can't tell you, Jimin. I don't want you here."

"Yoongi, I'm just trying to help you. You know I'm here to protect you from those thoughts and worries that are going after you right now."

"Please, Jimin. Just leave me. I love you, okay? Always have and always will. I just... Don't want to do this anymore."

"Yoongi."

"Save it. You know what this is about. I hate me, Jimin. I hate my goddamn sickness, my depression, my own mind. It hate it all. I'm just done."

"Yoongi, please don't talk like that. Just tell me where you are and I will come get you. We can talk all you need to. I promise to protect you from those thoughts, Yoongi."

"Thank you, Jimin. I just can't. I don't want you here. I don't want that to be the last time you see me. Just remember how much I love you, Jimin. I told you I wouldn't leave you, so keep me in your heart and I'll always be there."

"Yoongi, please stop saying that. You're okay. Just tell me where you are."

"I'm sorry, Jimin. Stay strong for me, okay? I love you so much."

At this point, Jimin was running towards the park by his house. Yoongi has gone there before when he has moments like these. Only, its never gone as far as this before.

Jimin knew he had to keep Yoongi distracted until he got there. His grandmother's gun was gone from the garage.

"Yoongi, I love you, too. I love you so much. Just think about the future. All you could be taking from yourself if you do this. Think about us. Think about the time we are going to get to spend together this Summer and even for the rest of our lives. If that's what we want. Yoongi, you're the best thing that's ever happened to me. I wouldn't be able to go on without you."