Chosen One (TaeNie, NamJen, YoonNie)

16

- Jennie

"You're worried, ain't you?"
        Jisoo eonnie asked as I bit my nails endlessly.

Nervousness is ceaselessly drawing up inside me.

"What really had happened, eonnie?"
        Chaeyoung asked.

They are seated here at the dinning area with me, I had never shown this kind of nervousness ever before as this is the first time I really felt so much.

"You're much more nervous now than when you danced infront of the kids back when we are filming idol room."
        Lisa commented and my eyes met theirs.

They are looking fine...
Unlike me, pretty messed up already.

"What happened? I saw you entered the veranda with Namjoon there."
       Jisoo eonnie asked, after swallowing the bread she us eating.

"Did he confess? How's it? Did he kiss you? I won't be shock if he did."
        My head snapped to her direction...

I felt so stone cold that moment I heard her words...

"Just kidding, now, tell us, what really happened?"
        She demanded, without looking at me.

I gulped...
And my tongue moved backwards and my throat feels really heavy and dry.

"Eonnie..."
       A concern voice from Chaeyoung still didn't woke my senses, not even a bit.

And that made Jisoo eonnie look at me...
Slowly, as realization hitting her, her eyes widen...

"Don't tell us...."
         She can't even say it on her own.

Chaeyoung gasped and Lisa looked at me appalled.

"He kissed you too!?"
        Jisoo eonnie whisper yelled.

"Eonnie..."
        I whimpered, toning my voice low as I don't want the others to hear us.

The boys, including the two, Namjoon and Yoongi are at the living room. No one knows, I haven't told Yoongi yet as well.

"I really feel sorry for you."
        She responded.

"Pretty complicated, really."
         She calmed herself and commented.

"Eonnie, if he kissed you...and Taehyung did before too...umm...how about Yoongi?"
        Lisa, in curiosity, asked.

I shook my head, making a sour facial expression as I answered.

I feel so burden, not by the three men but because of myself. At this rate of my life, I don't know what to do.

I might be an independent woman...
But I haven't been in a relationship before, plus, we have dating ban before and that prevented me to experience things like this.