Chosen One (TaeNie, NamJen, YoonNie)

21

- Namjoon

I

remained quite since earlier..
Even until now that we are back in our OWN dorm.

I want to talk to her...
But what happened earlier stopped me from attempting to do it.

"It's my fault, ain't it?"

I started contemplating.

Taehyung wouldn't behave like that if I just haven't kissed her, if I haven't kissed her, he wouldn't see and if he haven't seen a single thing, he must be there at Jennie, talking and having a conversation.

Taehyung must be just making her feel jealous...
And she must have been affected as well.

"I caused this."

My eyes closed for an approximately half of the minute.

Then, I hopped out of bed and wore my slippers.
And.headed to Taehyyng's room who is having a time on looking at himself on the mirror.

I watched him watch himself at the mirror.
I stayed here at the door for maybe twenty seconds, until he noticed me on his own.

He just looked at me without any words and very emotionless.

He avoided my eyes and looked at himself again.

Long bangs covering her eyes, barely visible yet I can see how he is holding himself not to get livid.

"Taehyung."
        I called.

"Yes, hyung?"
        He asked in a polite yet serious way.

"Let's talk."
       I demanded and he looked at me at the mirror again.

"About what?"
        He asked.

"About the situation."
       He fixed his hair and removed his bangs off from his eyes, he stood up and faced me.

"Which situation?"
         He asked, sarcasm is lacing on his voice.

"The situation between you and Jennie? Yoongi and Jennie? Me and Jennie? You and me? Yoongi and you? Me and yoongi?"
        He asked, including us three.

"Situation between me, Yoongi, Jennie, you and Nayeon."
         I answered.

He tilted his head and looked at somewhere else, he sighed and nodded.

He let me in his room, he sat on his bed and I just stood there, infront of him.

"Why are you lingering with Nayeon?"
       At first, I asked.

"Why do you have to do that infront of them?"
       Second question.

"Why? Is it wrong to be sweet to the lady you like?"
        He questioned me, and I know how to answer.

"Do you like her?"
        I asked, and his head looked up at me.

"Base on that look, I can say that you are just using her to make Jennie feel jealous or..."
       I cut myself for a little moment...

"You are using her to forget what had happened two days ago?"
      I asked, raising an eyebrow, crossing my arms.

"Look, I know I am questioning your actions too much, but I have reasons."
       Let's begin the real thing.

"I kissed Jennie."
       I stated, he avoided my eyes and I saw how his jaw clenched.

"She wasn't able to pull or stop me."
       I added, his eyes shut for the moment.

"But she didn't kiss me back."
      I toned my voice lower...

That moment she didn't kiss back, I already know...
It will be hard for me to convince her for my affection.

"That's just a proof that everything that you saw is just me, my fault and my action."
        I stated, concluding that it was my fault.

"You don't have to add a burden to her, you don't have to act, to seem, that you are no longer affected. You saw, she got mad earlier, she even cut her palm because of you being a sweet guy to Nayeon, her friend."
        His shoulders slowly dropping by seconds...

Eyes getting hooded...
Looking down at the floor.

"She is affected..."
        The next words will be painful to say, but I dom't want her to feel the same thing once again.

"Because she is starting to like you."
        He looked up at me, brows furrowed...

Unable to decipher what I meant.

"You started courting her,you began the whole thing even before me and Yoongi confessed, so you got the larger percetage of possibility on having the chance to have her, but what happened earlier caused her to think that you really no longer care."
        This is a talk between an older and a younger...

And between to men having the same feelings towards the same woman.

"I want to be a good man...
Just for you...Jennie Kim."

"I know you still like her, probably, love her that's why you did a little stupid act there. And if you are going back.on courting her, I want to make things formal and acceptable. I will court her and so you will, fair play, fair game, fair square."
       I lifted my chin and inhaled an amount of oxygen.

He stood up...
Thinking of the condition I said.

"I will try, even though I had told you, you got the larger percentage of possibility on getting her than me and Yoongi. Plus, Yoongi isn't courting her yet. He don't want to be a burden to the woman who is having a lot of trouble just for the two of us already. So basically, it is just you and me."
        I declared, formally, manly, speaking infront of him.

"Deal?"
       I asked, offering a hand.

"This is a man to man deal, excludimg the fact that we are both from BTS."
       I mustered a tiny smile...

He looked down at my hand...

Few seconds...

"Deal."
       He took it.