Chosen One (TaeNie, NamJen, YoonNie)

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A:    Sorry, I forgot to update.
I felt sick, I have cold.

But before reading...

You have to remember what I have said before...

💎💎💎

- Jennie

"I promised myself to give you home but...you gave up."
          I heard him...

In the dark...
I heard his voice.
I felt my body collapsing by every milliseconds that will pass, but as soon as I heard him...

My system felt the sudden adrenaline level rising up.

And a particular memory flashed back...

"Parents...
For now, I have one wish for my parents...
And it is for them to be my home...
To be my parents...
The parents I have before, smiling, laughing, joking and flirting with each other despite of problems...

Because those behaviors they have before...
Are all gone now."

Those are my words before...
Wishing for home, for family, for care, for a real love.

And it was surprising that I will be able to get it not from my parents, but from the person my parents don't want me to accept.

"Jisoo eonnie..."
         First name I called...

"Chaeyoung..."
         Second name...

"Lisa...."
         Third name...

"Taehyung..."
         Last name...

These names are from the people who tried their bests to support me, motivated me, watch after me, love me...

"If my own parents can't be the same as before and show me what a family is again..."

I groaned...
I felt my chest clenching so much, particularly the organ inside, my heart.

I am conscious, conscious just about my body.

"Jennie! Jennie."
         I heard him again...

I don't know if I am dreaming or it's just myself refusing to die here like this but, as I said, just him can make me feel waking up already.

"Let the others who are willing to give what you need give it."

"Jennie, doc, please, she's fighting."
         He's demanding a person, a doctor.

"I'm trying..."

I internally responded...
But there's something wrong, wrong within me, on my body, about my health.