Recovery• Magcon fanfic , sequel to Be Alright

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• Maddi POV •

"Sasha?" I questioned.

"Yes?" she answered. Then her eyes widened. "Maddi?" she spoke. I nodded as I eyed their connected fingers.

"You guys know each other?" Carter groaned. I nodded slowly. "We're going to catch up." she told him.

Maybe they're just friends. Or his mom had adopted her.

"Are you sure that's a good idea?" Carter asked. "Why wouldn't it be?" I asked. He stared at me like he wanted sympathy. "Bye, Carter." Sasha said kissing his lips. He didn't kiss back and his eyes didn't close, he just stared at me with fear in his face.

I rolled my eyes as my heart broke into like a million and one pieces. She grabbed my hand and walked us to the McDonald's they had. I pulled away feeling dirty. I shouldn't even be here right now.

I saw Carter walking away with a smug look.

"Where'd you go? The next day I thought you were going to be back in the room sneaking out again to see your brother to find out you both were gone." she said. "Did you get adopted?" she asked. "He did and I didn't." I said honestly. "We were put in a temporary home and the time for us to go came and he left and I had to go back and you weren't there." I told her.

"Oh no I got adopted. How do you know my boyfriend?" she asked. My heart broke again, she's too young for him, yeah I was only sixteen when we dated, but I'm eighteen now and he's twenty and there's only a two year difference between us.

"The family that took us in for the while was a friend of his and we- were friends." I said. We were friends, boy friend and girl friend. "Oh cool." she said, "I had got adopted before you came back though like a week after you left." she said. I nodded remembering the last time I saw her was when her hair was dirty blonde and all over her face and she was fourteen.

"How long have you and Carter been dating?" I asked her. She shrugged thinking about it, "I dunno like two months."

At least she's not in love with him because he just cheated and he knew he was in a relationship, I didn't.

"I think I love him." she stated, oh fucking great. I shook my head, "You don't know what love is. You're only sixteen." I told her. She shrugged, "I feel it so I'm pretty sure I'm in it." She told me.

"No. I thought I was in love when I was your age. You're not trust me." I said firmly. She sighed, I know because twice I got my heart broken.

Jacob cheated on me with Mahogany and I found that out from her. I did cheat on him, but I remember that night he ditched me and I told him the next day. I broke up with Carter, but when I saw him yesterday and then we had sex and I come to find out that he was only in a two month relationship.

"Well we're two different people, Carter's not like the guys you got your heart broken from." she said equally as firm. "Actually he's more of the same than you think." I said.

And that was only because we both dated him.

"I have to go." she snapped getting up. "Do you need a ride?" I asked. She shook her head, "Unlike you, I got adopted and they could afford for me to go to drivers Ed." she scoffed.

She's like four and is still young and doesn't understand, but she didn't have to say that.

I guess she realized how harsh that sounded because she gave me an apologetic look. "Don't worry about it." I told her before she could apologize.

I'd be pissed too if someone told me that I didn't know what love was, especially when it came to Carter, my Carter.

He was still my Carter.

"I guess I'll see you later then." She said. I nodded and she reached out to hug me, I awkwardly hugged her back.

I was now recently hugging the girl I disliked.

I mean, it isn't her fault that she didn't know we dated and had sex last night, she didn't know I was jealous of her, I mean Carter's a great guy. In all ways.

I continued my shopping and when I finished I went to the car. I felt someone behind me, I turned around pretending to look for any coming cars, just to see Carter.

"Did you tell her?" He asked desperately. "I'm sorry, do I know you?" I snapped. His eyes saddened and I actually felt bad, but then I remembered why I was bitchy to him. "Why are you still walking near me?" I scoffed.  "Why are you pretending you don't know me?" He questioned, I rolled my eyes at him.

"The Carter I knew two years ago would not do this to anyone or dream of it." I spat.

Bitch Maddi has been gone for two years, now she's back, and ruder than ever.

"Maddi, come on." He pleaded. I opened the trunk and he tried to help me put the stuff in. I swatted his hands away multiple times. He finally gave up and started talking while I ignored him.

"Maddi." He begged. I continued putting the things in the trunk and I noticed he was basically helping. I didn't really care, the faster I did this the faster I could get away from him.

"I'm sorry." He said. "Sorry doesn't cut it." I said bluntly. I grabbed onto the frozen solid pizza rolls and put them in and he continued to be an annoying person. "Please forgive me." He said.

I looked into the basket and I saw the pizza rolls again. I hit him hard in the chest, "Can you not do that?" I spat. He wasn't helping me, but was putting my groceries back when I put them in. He started chuckling until he saw I wasn't having it. "Why would I forgive you Carter?" I said.

His features got bitter or whatever. "Because I don't want to lose you again. Come on you owe me after the whole two year thing." He said. I started laughing.

"You are literally the biggest asshole I've ever met. I'm not leaving you. I'm simply just going to stay out if your life and hopefully you respect my decision and do the same with me. It would be different if you didn't cheat on Sasha. She is such a good person and you don't deserve her." I spat. "And I owe you nothing."

"I don't see why you're making it such a big deal. Me and you weren't even dating." He spat. I literally saw red. I hope the rest of the male population and future males never turn out like him.

"Are you kidding me Carter!? It's a very big deal because I lo-" I started, but I realized how cliche it would sound to tell him I loved him. I don't love him.

"You're dating Sasha, that's why it's a big deal." I said closing my trunk. If he said anything else I ignored it and kept going to my car. I turned the little shit on and drove away.

He knew to get out the way. And if he was still in the way then there'd be raw Asian in the parking lot.

-sorry If that sounded racist... but I love asians! Haha

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Guys I have homecoming coming up hahahaha that sounds so stupid. But there's this one boy and he's really cute to me like. O.o but boys are stupid... no offense.

Am I the only Directioner here...? Orrr

I like Justin Bieber too but I don't really think I can call myself a belieber because it would be like saying a tomatoe is an apple...

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What would you do if you had sex with a guy you loved but he had a girlfriend.?

If it were me I'd chop his dick off.