Reflection | YOONMIN

Chapter 38

Surprise y'all! Two uploads in the same week! I just really wanted to publish this because it's getting to some really good stuff so enjoy ;)

WARNING: This chapter contains mild sexual content. Nothing too bad but it is there. 

Enjoy! :)

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"Are you serious?!" Hoseok half yelled, staring Yoongi down.

Yoongi kept his eyes glued to the road in front of him. He was driving him and Hoseok back to his house from class. He slept over last night because they were working on an assignment late so they just took the same car to school. He had just told Hoseok that he and Jimin... hooked up the other night. Hooked up and did more than kissing.

"Yes I'm serious. It's not a big deal." Yoongi's ears were getting hot and turned red. He didn't look Hoseok in the eyes regardless of how long Hoseok was staring at him.

"Yeah, that hickey isn't a big deal or anything. It's not even red, it's purple and blue! He really sucked the life out of you. WAIT HE LITERALLY DID!" Hoseok cracked himself up. Yoongi just rolled his eyes and let him laugh it out.

"You done yet?"

"Nope." He said and did calm down a little bit, but still laughed here and there. "You also got a boner while you were cuddling." Hoseok said between laughs.

"Listen, it wasn't my fault! If someone you found extremely attractive and liked very much was laying on you with their, um, crotch up against yours you would get one too so don't even start." Yoongi said then pointed accusingly at Hoseok.

"Okay, okay. Fair enough. Still a little funny."

"Yeah, sooooo funny." Yoongi dragged out, mocking Hoseok.

"Oh lighten up. Did you like, have sex?" Hoseok asked. He was sure Yoongi would tell him if it actually happened but he was still curious.

"No we did not." Yoongi said bluntly. "That probably won't happen for a while. I mean, it's not like I planned this, it just kind of happened. He wanted to do it and as long as he was okay with it then that was okay with me. It's not like I would refuse that, honestly. But yeah, that I can promise isn't gonna happen for a bit. I'm okay with hooking up, but not sex, well not yet. I would rather be in an actual relationship with him first. I don't just wanna fuck, I wanna, you know, make love or whatever." Yoongi mumbled the last sentence with a hint of embarrassment. Not that he was embarrassed of Jimin by any means, it was just weird saying it out loud. Talking about a relationship when he hasn't had one in so long.

Hoseok was silent for a few seconds and when he didn't answer, Yoongi looked at him for a split second and he was smiling. Not smiling as in laughing or making fun of him, but smiling from a realization.

"What?"

"You like, really like him, don't you?"

"Well, yeah. I do. I like him a lot, Hoseok. I don't know what it is. I haven't felt like this since..."

"Since Kira?" Hoseok finished his sentence for him.

Kira was Yoongi's ex, the one that Yoongi told Jimin about. The one that he was in love with that broke his heart.

"Yeah." Yoongi said quietly as he was pulling into his apartment complex. He honestly hadn't thought that much about her recently, especially since he started getting closer to Jimin. "Except, this is different. I don't know what it is, Hobi."

"I can tell, Yoongi. You're whipped already, it's okay." Hoseok chuckled.

Yoongi reached his apartment and parked in his spot.