Reflection | YOONMIN

Chapter 41

Just a warning: There may be some potentially triggering content at the beginning of this chapter. It's nothing too bad but it is a continuation of the last chapter and the last chapter got a little rocky. 

But it's just the beginning, the end is super cute. Enjoy!

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Jimin slowly opened his eyes with a slight, throbbing pain in his eyes and his head.

He blinked a few times and lifted his head up.

He was greeted by Yoongi's rising and falling chest.

He groaned and moved his head a little.

"Good morning." Yoongi whispered then started playing with Jimin's hair.

Jimin was on his stomach with his legs sprawled out, one resting on Yoongi's legs, with his hand draped over Yoongi's stomach and his head on Yoongi's chest.

He pushed off of Yoongi's stomach to help him sit up.

"Mmm, good morning." Jimin groaned and yawned.

Yoongi clicked his phone off and sat up.

"How are you feeling?"

"My head hurts a little bit, but other than that I'm fine." Jimin ran his fingers through his bed head and remembered how annoying he was last night while he was drunk. "Yoongi, I'm so sorry about last night."

Yoongi softly smiled. "It's okay. Do you remember what you said last night?" Yoongi's smile then faded and turned into one of concern.

"Yeah. I was really annoying, though. That I know for sure."

"You weren't annoying. But." Yoongi stopped to take a breath. "Are you afraid I'm gonna leave you?" Yoongi asked and put his hand on Jimin's leg.

Jimin looked at Yoongi. He didn't want to end up crying, not when they had such a good night.

"Look, those were just drunk words, don't worry Yoongi." Jimin tried to assure him.

Yoongi wasn't having it.

"I don't think so. You can talk to me, you know that."

"I know." Jimin pushed the blanket off of him and hopped off the bed. "It's okay, Yoongi, really." Jimin started to walk towards the door.

"Wait, wait, Jimin." Yoongi rushed out of bed and stopped Jimin.

"It's fine Yoongi." Jimin turned towards the door to keep going.

"Do you wanna talk about it?"

"Talk about what Yoongi?" Jimin raised his voice then turned towards Yoongi. "How I'm so damaged and afraid of you leaving me I can't just let myself trust you? Yeah I think that's pretty clear."

Yoongi looked at Jimin in shock. He didn't expect him to raise his voice like that.

"Jimin."

Jimin curled his hand into a fist and brought it to his mouth to cover it. He started crying. He didn't mean for this to happen or to yell at Yoongi, it just happened.

"I'm sorry." Jimin hiccuped, sorry for yelling and also sorry for what he was about to say. "I don't know why you're wasting your time on someone like me."

Yoongi had enough.

"Hey!" He took Jimin's arm and pulled Jimin toward himself, but not too hard. "What's the matter with you?"

Jimin just looked at him and cried.

"Come on, let's sit down." He guided Jimin to the bed and the two sat down. "Why are you acting like this?"