Reflection | YOONMIN

Chapter 60

Warning: This chapter contains content that may be triggering or sensitive to some readers that includes homophobia, unsafe environments, and fear of being outed. 

As always, please keep yourselves safe and take care of yourselves. 

I love you all so much.

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Jimin woke up curled in Yoongi's chest. He smiled wide before he even fully opened his eyes. There was nothing better than waking up in his boyfriend's arms.

Yoongi was still sleeping. Jimin wanted to let him sleep, but he also wanted him up for his own selfish reasons.

He just looked at his boyfriend for a few moments. He looked at him fondly, just watching his chest rise and fall and his face twitch every now and then. He swears he's never been more in love with another human being more than he is with Yoongi. He's so incredibly lucky. How did he end up with someone who was as patient, understanding, accepting, loving, and just as amazing as he was? Jimin didn't know what he did to be able to call the adorable, sleepy boy next to him his boyfriend, but he was so grateful for it.

He wanted to cry, but he wasn't going to. Just thinking about his boyfriend, and what they engaged in last night, made Jimin's heart flutter.

He honestly didn't think he would ever reach the point of being so self confident and accepting to be able to make love to someone. They didn't just have sex, it was emotional and just so full of love. Yoongi truly made him feel like the most beautiful person in the world and before, he would laugh at the thought of someone thinking he was even just attractive, let alone beautiful.

He was in such a vulnerable state and to let another person who wasn't his family or Jungkook, see him like that, was huge for him. But he wouldn't have wanted it to be anyone else. He didn't want to get ahead of himself, but Yoongi is the person he wants to spend the rest of his life with. He couldn't imagine getting this close to or comfortable with anyone else, he was confident that Yoongi was going to be his life partner, his soul mate. He was emotional right now, sure, but he would feel this way regardless.

Jimin started gently scratching Yoongi's chest, wanting to wake him up gently and slowly. It worked.

Yoongi stirred and his eyes slowly opened. He was greeted with the best sight he could ever be greeted with, his beautiful boyfriend snuggled up to him. If he could wake up to this every day for the rest of his life, he would be perfectly content. How could he have a bad day when he gets to wake up to him every morning?

"Mmm, good morning, sunshine." Yoongi says in his groggy, just woken up voice which Jimin is in love with. He then runs his hands through Jimin's hair.

"Good morning, babe."

"How did you sleep?" Yoongi asked.

"I slept great." Jimin always sleeps better at Yoongi's than he does in his own house. He knows he's 100% safe there and doesn't have to hide any part of him. "I was really tired."

"Yeah, me too. You really knocked me out, baby boy." Yoongi lightly chuckled and Jimin blushed.

"Yeah well I had a great night, seriously. I'm still feeling a little emotional."

"Honestly, me too. It was really amazing. I just, I just felt really connected to you." Yoongi said and hugged Jimin tighter.

"I did, too. I felt so safe with you. I always do, but that's something I haven't had in a while and really needed."

"I know. I'm glad you feel safe with me and trust me so much."

"I do, I really do."

"You still feeling okay?" Yoongi would never stop asking if Jimin was okay and comfortable. They could be married and he would still ask. Hmm, married. Yoongi liked the thought of that...