Reflection | YOONMIN

Chapter 64

Warning: This chapter contains explicit sexual content at the beginning and end of the story. You have been warned.

Okay my updating schedule hasn't really been that consistent and I apologize for that. I know y'all are so great and understanding, but I realize I need to do better so I'm sorry. It just took me a while to revise this chapter and it's taking me a while to revise the next one because let me warn y'all now. It's rough. I'll talk more about it when I go to post it. But for now, enjoy this sexual and cute chapter!

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Yoongi had just gotten into bed. He finished his homework and watched tv a bit before settling down. Jimin wasn't staying over tonight, unfortunately, but it was kind of nice to have some alone time. Not that Yoongi wouldn't love to spend every minute he possibly could with his boyfriend, it's just important that they both have their own space and freedom.

Yoongi had been quite stressed lately. Between dealing with senior year stuff, what's been going on with Jimin, and his dad not being well, Yoongi's been a little out of sorts. Being with Jimin does help him a lot, as well as hanging out with Hoseok, and even Jungkook, too- who Yoongi and Jimin are going on a double date with this week to meet Jungkook's new lady friend- but things are still a little difficult.

He could do what he normally does when he's stressed like this, watch some porn and relax. Now that he's certain Jimin doesn't mind but rather encourages it,  he doesn't feel guilty and can actually enjoy it.

Sure he'd choose Jimin over his hand or any toy he could use any day of the week, but it is nice to just be by himself and watch what he wants, not that Jimin would oppose to watching what he was planning to watch.

He also wanted to try something, he wanted to try fingering himself. Seeing how worked up and how much pleasure Jimin gets from it- literally cumming untouched-  he wanted to try it as well.

He took off his underwear, leaving his body naked and exposed, and also grabbed the lube to keep it close to him when he was ready.

He started off watching a few videos of the ones he typically likes to watch that included, face sitting, riding, fingering, eating out, etc. It didn't take too long for him to become hard.

After watching a few more videos, he poured a decent amount of lube onto his fingers and started massaging himself first like he usually does with Jimin. It was an awkward angle and he wasn't exactly sure if it would work how he wanted to, but he was following what he does for Jimin whenever they do this.

During one video, the boy on the bottom started moaning loudly, which sounded quite like Jimin's high pitched whimpers, which turned Yoongi on even more. No one turns Yoongi on more than Jimin.

He slowly inserted a finger and practiced what he's done to Jimin, and countless other girls, to himself. It felt a little weird, it wasn't really painful, but it was a feeling he's never felt before. He was sure it would feel better the more he did it. So that's what he did, hoping it would feel better if he kept on going.

When he felt he was ready, he added in another. It resulted in a little more pain, more pressure. It didn't feel good. He was curling his fingers while watching the video. He was turned on, that wasn't the issue, he just wasn't hitting the spot he needed.

He tried moving his wrist, changing the speed of inserting his fingers, etc. But nothing worked.

After a while of straining his wrist, he sighed and gave up. He was getting frustrated. He didn't think it would feel euphoric the first time, but he was hoping it would at least feel a little more pleasurable.